so unglam 7th anniversary.

today. in the morn was feeling pretty blue, cuz i'm spending my 7th anniversary w/o dar around. 3rd time liao...n was thinking maybe he got surprise for me like SUNflowers which he practises every year. to some ppl it may b waste of money but to me it meant alot.

It brighten up my day. it makes me feel loved n not forgotten. it reali meant alot to a lonely me =((

10am at office: was wondering in my head whether i receive any sweet surprise.

11am at office: give up hope liao. brush aside the hope. maybe he needs save money cuz not working liao..must understand him. but still sian..n feel abit blue blue. although dar got send me sms in the morn to wish me happy anniversary. n called me yest nite to wish me in advance cuz today he in another province paying visit to the local... i feel it's kinda surreal. last nite i was already in deep sleep by rite with my dead log pattern i wouldnt have hear my phone ringing. some more it's shuffed in my bag. God wants me to hear dar's voice. a sort of encouragement n at the same time won't miss him so much cuz it's our anniversary tml. i'm glad i ans his call cuz with my pattern if i kena woke up, i b damn frustrated n scold the person upside down, including him. but dunno y yest nite i was veri patient n gentle to him. eirks.

12pm: my admin manager called me franctically over to her dept to attend to something. i tot some delivery man come over to collect hampers so she gan giong want me attend to it. so as i was walking over, i saw the bouquet of flowers with a cute hippo in it.

immediately i broke down into tears..i just couldnt control my emotion. i just kept on crying n crying. as though my fav pet has died. my eyeliner smudged i dun care. my manager filming my ugliness i dun care. anyway she evil* all my ugliest moment was captured down man.

but, was reali happi =)) photo explains it all .

i put the happier pics at the front..ugly one at the back =(









i realise i same color as the hippo. totally blend in. tsk.