haiz.. i still have to face it.

After 1 or 2 months, dar's parents found tenants to rent the room out.

so sian...wat to do, but i still thank God both are female tenants, at least i no need scared about any possible sexual harrassment..

But after all, strangers moving in, my belongings cannot anyhow put le..go out to work must rmb lock doors.

Dunno how much they will add on to electricity bill. ask for money from rental, dar's parents like not happy. i was like wth???! are u expecting dar to incur expenses while u 2 just happily take the rental. no right? ridiculous. i force myself to b thick skin n insist they need gimme some money to pay for electricity bills so ended up dar's mum say gimme $50. i shall monitor this coming month bill.

sometime i tell myself, thick skin abit, the most they dun like me lor. wat to do. at least i guard dar's money for our wedding.

today one incident disturbed me a bit. dar's sis was back and was in living room with dar's parents. i was leaving the house for church n i heard dar's dad 'gek gek' say to dar's mum, ' your DAUGHTER gg off never say bye bye to her ah?" i know he deliberate want to 'dui3 /irritate/ make dar's sis jealous' so i was like...is there a need? i dun like the feeling lor. kinda of being made use of. tsk. so i just rolled my eyes n went off.

My 7th anniversary present back to liam =3

Cracked my brain of wat to do for dar for anniversary..since nothings beats by d.i.y stuff..so my craving of baking comes again..fei n sin must be screaming in their hearts. not again!!! haaaa...

Owe fei a big favor..she helped me take pic, air the gingerbread man, transfer them out of oven la...bla bla bla..so sweeet. sweet kiss for u fei.


Below are a series of photos showing my tedious process of baking gingerbread man for my dar dar..since he had a touching gift for me. i shall do something to 'touch' him also..

i already pre warn him i b bringing frens back to him by his cambodia buddy who came spore for holiday. =D

i bake from 9pm to 3am...grrr..due to miscalculation regardless of my strict following of recipe. =(

beating the egg.


Staring hard at the recipe so i won't miss adding impt ingredients.

Measuring flour..i finali can afford a measuring cup!! last time ins ch times so broke can oni agar agar when i bake stuff for dar...

Adding in flour baking powder...fei commented look like adding poison.



i so ke lian..thirsty no hands can oni bend down to drink my yakult. =x


wrapping the dough in plastic wrap n dunk it into the fridge to harden. it takes one hr. some unforseen situation crop up. after one hr, my dough is still soft n wet so i tot let it b in fridge another hr..in de end i wasted 2 hr for ntg. cuz i can actuali just add flour to harden it instead of letting it harden in fridge. =((


THe mould is amazing.. cute shape of gingerbread man is out =3

1st batch..look so thick n yummy!!! not bad hor.


2nd batch...ahaha..the mini gingerbread man so OFF lor!


Airing the cookie before putting into the container..cute hor..hee.


We use the biscuits white choco sauce to paint the mouth..but as the cookie is too hot, it melts my white choco n the mouth become diluted looking..n sorta foaming at the mouth. so ke lian!!


We take the chance when the cookie is hot as it's still soft, we quickly plant the belly button on it(MnMs)..but some of it cracks n melts on our finger cuz the cookie too hot!! Fei took this opportunity to eat some melted n UNMELTED MnMs. *irritated. dar u will realise nearer to the end some gingerbread man belly button are all brown choco bits cuz fei finished the MnMs. =.=

last batch..i make sure it's very baked so it will be hard and more difficult to break. abit black..n chao dar.


Cool and ready to be packed.


Unfortunately Some gingerbread man were harmed in the process...so....


k la actuali it's my container ain't that big thus we have to disqualify the not so healthy looking gingerbread man.


All packed/squeezed and ready to go/fly to cambodia~~


This is what dar do when he receive the gift..he lay out all the gingerbread man. so embarrassing la. some of them already distorted le. sad sia. liam called it the 23 army of gingerbread man.


They looked more like voodo doll close up..with the distorted mouth n sunken eyes.

'Not my belly button!!' greedy dar. =/

Ginvera TV SHoot~~

Was actuali very blessed to have this opportunity to do this tv shoot. although ultimately dunno will see my face or not but i am still thankful that God let me experience this once in my lifetime. =))

some people are shocked that we are not being paid. seriously, i don't mind, cuz nowadays economy are bad. some more we nto consider model or talents and moreover it's a chance to hit big screen, so depends on how individual view on it ba.

Nevertheless was happy that the shoot was finali over cuz quite tortorous. cannot eat..can oni see ppl eat. we oni get to eat lip gloss!! lol..cuz we keep doin touch up on lips till we sick. haha.

Some outfits which i proposed but in the ended didn't use.





the za bor who owed me a big big favor.



They want make me look kawaii, but i feel i look more ago go..so when their big boss came, my outfit n hairstyle changed again. actuali im glad. *whispered*


Setting up~~ for the shoot.


I LOOK freaky without my eyeliner. it is like my life jacket. i felt so insecure n weird that my eyes look so naked. though i must comment that my skin is 100% flawless with this natural amkeup. natural until my eyes so bare. sobz.


Another very pretty girl, Tess. but abit cranky though. but with her around, our shoot not so dead n boring. maybe i old liao, so want to look stern n prof..actuali my inside is dying to b cranky too...=x


Touch up on my curls..oh the hair look like for wedding de..so demure..i cannot take it for real life style. arrrrh.


Most likely u ppl will oni see me on side profile..maybe can't see my face at all. bo bian..who ask my mum give birth to a big face me. tsk.


This is our setting for the ad.


like we are havin a interview session on tv.



Violet~~ the girl with dark circles prob in the shoot~~


Our makeup artist. she is so damn chio la. like korean star..her feature so defined.


our color theme is diff shades of greeeen. to match the Ginvera jade roller for dark eye circle.


i look old. 岁月不留人


Luckily i wore my platform heels..if not my face already kena 比下去了, i dun want my height also=(

i'm glad i made my grandma n mum proud. that at least ah jing got some accomplishment. =0 dar's too rite dar dar=)

random post again..

This calculator is so vintage. I stil rmb my sec sch fren threw it away into the dustbin in classroom n i went to pick it up. i still ask her is it spoilt. she say no..cuz she lost the cover so it's equivalent to no use. i was like wat???! jaw dropped!!! dat time was quite poor then my calculator kena water so abit spoilt spoilt so just in time this calculator comes handy.. n noe wat. God bless me for 5 years of usage . it accompany me thru my JC exams Uni exams..till now it is still healthy n i have intro it into my office=3 some things just stay with u forever. still got the obiang neoprint stuck on it haaaaa.



went liam's relative house quite sometime ago with dad..dad actuali want go there to drink..=.= so i follow him along he damn sian can only play with the pet bird..the bird is quite amusing. n tiny!!


cute birdie. alot ppl tot it's a toy..cuz it looks too colorful to b true!!




the luggage design that i would love to have..=D hopefully can save enough money to get just in time for my japan trip=))

The grocery pic iw anted to show!! dar how i want to let yr bloody aunt see it. if she still want to frame me for not doing hosuehold chores. *irritated. i shall not argue with 愚昧人。


Our ginny is happily taking up office shelves to display her soft toys n doing side lines. our big boss even ask wat's the purpose of her bringing so many soft toys to office. i should sell her out.


a work place not like a work place. =.= if she dare eat into my table space she wil get it from me. i sell all her soft toys to garung guni. but anyway if u guys love soft toys and want to get for frens for xmas..pls check out her blog at my right side panel.



This Ginny is getting overboard. her soft toy is flodding everywhere.

When liam not around...

Dar, u miss it?? HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA.

Yan want to show u how much he is enjoying his noodle. =3 or your cambodia noodle.


can u see the sizzling hot steam~~


fei so cute hor...in pyjamas..


Dar, see...fei is eating your fav cup noodle brand. nissin wor.



Dar, we also have chipster to munch=D


Drinking green tea~~

Group shot of the 3 of us..enjoying food. at liam's room. liam must be pouting his lips.