I cannot stand it anymore. Is God testing my patience? Sending me that kind of people n wants me to resist the urge to scold that person?? i already told myself as long i dun hear directly from that person talking bad abt me, i will let the matter go. But seems like she's enjoying affecting n destroying ppl.
I am so lazy to repeat my story again. Cuz i dun think there is a need. i felt so tired n sian diao y this haven end?
My colleague can still doubt me. i am so disappointed n hurt. i thought they knew me better. Apparently they are not. They don't bother to listen to my side of story n say wat's over is over, but they listened to that horrible person story, n made judgement/assumption on me. Hello, this is so unfair! N seriously i reali dun wan to thrash it out. make me so geh gao3. im not in the wrong y shud i.
Maybe i shud confront that horrible person like fei says, " if u have any unhappiness abt me, or i do anything wrong, just say face to face, dun bad mouth behind me."
我相信邪不能胜正。 it is so hard to be Jesus. To reach out the unlovely n forgive the enemies.
Tuesday, December 22, 2009
Wednesday, December 16, 2009
Blog before i forget...
Ok before i share with u guys 2 good things has happened to me, i shall say the unfortunate thing first.
Yesterday was doing merchandising at Guardian stores, walking all over AMK area. as i was about to get to the foot of overhead bridge stair case, i notice a man stand behind the staircase around the bushes, finding him suspicious, i stare at him , n wat did i see?? i see him zipping up his pants!! gosh i do not have to tell u guys what did i see rite??? i almost witness him pee-ing. wa lau!!! sian!! luckily i oni see the ending part which is the zipping part. last time i used to wonder y there so much pee smell when i take some stairs, now i noe y le. when guys are really urgent, they behave like dogs!! so uncivilised!
k, anyway, yest i got muay thai class at nite, so during afternoon have to walk store was carrying my mega gym bag around, together with another smaller tote bag full of free gifts(facial mirror, was cursing n swearing all the way..so heavy la!! biang eh. i dunno how long i can tahan in this job. when i enter the train, it's even worse, have to squeeze thru the crowd to ensure i can stand porperly, dun knock into any innocent kids or frail old man things liddat. made me reali bad mood n low morale. i reali hate merchandising. Then, a lady offer me her seat, i was like so astounded, there's only 2 reasons that ppl offer u a seat, either u r old or u r pregnant. kids dun apply anymore. cuz mostt of them are irritating n prefer to run around. so this is the first angel in disguise i met. im reali reali thankful.
nearer to end of the day, it was drizzling, i was cursing n swearing again.. when i carry umbrella it dun rain, den wait til i dun carry on dat day, it decides to rain. pek chek lor..was very grumpy, standing at the traffic light, still with my gym bag n bag of mirrors..i was using my hand trying to shield myself from the rain drops when this another lady with the umbrella hold close to me and say let's share..i was so touched!! actuali in the afternoon i was already kinda drenched before i take the mrt, but this kind little act brighten up my day, liften my morale abit. i know, dar that u pray to God to send these little angels to be with me=))
it reminds me of corrinne may's song 'angel in disguise'
http://www.corrinnemay.com/safe/flash/index2.htm
I woke up this morning feeling kind of blue
and I stumbled out of bed
and dragged my feet across the room
Right outside my front door was a rose
and a note that said 'Somebody Loves You'
But out on the street it starts to pour
and before I get soaking wet,
A total stranger runs to give me
the jacket off his back
I turn around to thank him
But he waves me with a smile
I can hardly believe my eyes
He puts on a halo and starts to fly
Take a look at the ordinary
Don't need to look at Paradise
You could be next to
an angel in disguise
I met a good friend for lunch
and we had a delicious meal
But I forgot to bring my wallet
I felt like an imbecile
But she was sweet, she gave me a treat and
Bought me a chicken sandwich
To take home for tea
But out on the street with nothing to eat
A man and his shopping cart go
Travelling to places,
Collecting social graces
I give him my sandwich
and we chatter for a while
I see a rainbow wash over his eyes
He gives me his halo and
I start to fly
Take a look at the ordinary
Don't need to look for Paradise
You could be next to an angel in disguise
Don't try to hide away from me
I know you're by my side
Take a look at the ordinary
Don't need to look for Paradise
You could be next to
an angel in disguise
Everyday can be legendary
Every minute, an endless surprise
You could be the next angel in disguise
I woke up this morning
Feeling kind of new.
Yesterday was doing merchandising at Guardian stores, walking all over AMK area. as i was about to get to the foot of overhead bridge stair case, i notice a man stand behind the staircase around the bushes, finding him suspicious, i stare at him , n wat did i see?? i see him zipping up his pants!! gosh i do not have to tell u guys what did i see rite??? i almost witness him pee-ing. wa lau!!! sian!! luckily i oni see the ending part which is the zipping part. last time i used to wonder y there so much pee smell when i take some stairs, now i noe y le. when guys are really urgent, they behave like dogs!! so uncivilised!
k, anyway, yest i got muay thai class at nite, so during afternoon have to walk store was carrying my mega gym bag around, together with another smaller tote bag full of free gifts(facial mirror, was cursing n swearing all the way..so heavy la!! biang eh. i dunno how long i can tahan in this job. when i enter the train, it's even worse, have to squeeze thru the crowd to ensure i can stand porperly, dun knock into any innocent kids or frail old man things liddat. made me reali bad mood n low morale. i reali hate merchandising. Then, a lady offer me her seat, i was like so astounded, there's only 2 reasons that ppl offer u a seat, either u r old or u r pregnant. kids dun apply anymore. cuz mostt of them are irritating n prefer to run around. so this is the first angel in disguise i met. im reali reali thankful.
nearer to end of the day, it was drizzling, i was cursing n swearing again.. when i carry umbrella it dun rain, den wait til i dun carry on dat day, it decides to rain. pek chek lor..was very grumpy, standing at the traffic light, still with my gym bag n bag of mirrors..i was using my hand trying to shield myself from the rain drops when this another lady with the umbrella hold close to me and say let's share..i was so touched!! actuali in the afternoon i was already kinda drenched before i take the mrt, but this kind little act brighten up my day, liften my morale abit. i know, dar that u pray to God to send these little angels to be with me=))
it reminds me of corrinne may's song 'angel in disguise'
http://www.corrinnemay.com/safe/flash/index2.htm
I woke up this morning feeling kind of blue
and I stumbled out of bed
and dragged my feet across the room
Right outside my front door was a rose
and a note that said 'Somebody Loves You'
But out on the street it starts to pour
and before I get soaking wet,
A total stranger runs to give me
the jacket off his back
I turn around to thank him
But he waves me with a smile
I can hardly believe my eyes
He puts on a halo and starts to fly
Take a look at the ordinary
Don't need to look at Paradise
You could be next to
an angel in disguise
I met a good friend for lunch
and we had a delicious meal
But I forgot to bring my wallet
I felt like an imbecile
But she was sweet, she gave me a treat and
Bought me a chicken sandwich
To take home for tea
But out on the street with nothing to eat
A man and his shopping cart go
Travelling to places,
Collecting social graces
I give him my sandwich
and we chatter for a while
I see a rainbow wash over his eyes
He gives me his halo and
I start to fly
Take a look at the ordinary
Don't need to look for Paradise
You could be next to an angel in disguise
Don't try to hide away from me
I know you're by my side
Take a look at the ordinary
Don't need to look for Paradise
You could be next to
an angel in disguise
Everyday can be legendary
Every minute, an endless surprise
You could be the next angel in disguise
I woke up this morning
Feeling kind of new.
Saturday, December 05, 2009
my shoe rack story...
As u guys noe, i was damn pissed with Liam's aunt earlier for being bossy n noisy. Complained my shoe rack placed at wrong location, very smelly when visitors enter our house la this and that. But, in the first place, it's liam's mum placing the rack dere, so automatically i placed my shoes there wat. duhs. n she commanded me to move my shoe rack into the storeroom. bloody hell. y me?? n so troublesome n heavy. so i ignored her.
liam's mum, noe im super bue song with her sis le, help me move into storeroom instead n pacify me when her sis gone. saying, " my sis is liddat de la, she dun mean anything bad la..nvm we move it in first, when new tenants move in, we slowly move out the shoe rack..now the hosue must look pleasant first." ahhaha i was laughing lor..so cute!! she also very jian1 zha4 lor...so today, is aw my shoe rack back in living room le dar dar. so happy~~~~
oh ya had a funny cat incident just now.. i was waiting for lift door to open, to go to 5th floor liam house when lfit open a cat wants to come out wa lau i chua4 dio3. i stammered backwards n the cat stammered inwards. i was like wth??!!! oi come out leh i think, so it ry to lure her out duludulu..chuchucu all kinds of funny sound. the cat just stare blankly at me n stay inside. i was like =___=
so i let the lift door close, n i re press the button. that lift with cat went up, stop at another floor n came down. so i tot the cat out of lift le.
zhe me zhi dao...de cat still inside!!! *palm to forehead den this time, the cat lie on the floor n rolled...n sa jiao!!
suan le
i will REPRESS MY lift. heng this time round no more cat. =D
liam's mum, noe im super bue song with her sis le, help me move into storeroom instead n pacify me when her sis gone. saying, " my sis is liddat de la, she dun mean anything bad la..nvm we move it in first, when new tenants move in, we slowly move out the shoe rack..now the hosue must look pleasant first." ahhaha i was laughing lor..so cute!! she also very jian1 zha4 lor...so today, is aw my shoe rack back in living room le dar dar. so happy~~~~
oh ya had a funny cat incident just now.. i was waiting for lift door to open, to go to 5th floor liam house when lfit open a cat wants to come out wa lau i chua4 dio3. i stammered backwards n the cat stammered inwards. i was like wth??!!! oi come out leh i think, so it ry to lure her out duludulu..chuchucu all kinds of funny sound. the cat just stare blankly at me n stay inside. i was like =___=
so i let the lift door close, n i re press the button. that lift with cat went up, stop at another floor n came down. so i tot the cat out of lift le.
zhe me zhi dao...de cat still inside!!! *palm to forehead den this time, the cat lie on the floor n rolled...n sa jiao!!
suan le
i will REPRESS MY lift. heng this time round no more cat. =D
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