sorie peeps for mia since i return frm HK. these 2 daes i hav been under immense stress frm prac for the performance todae at Nan Hua Sec Sch. It is a part of effort to promote The Ark n to encourage student to love chinese. Sometimes i reali wan to give up on singing cuz i realise my voice jus won carry me far. I try so many songs but no songs is suitable for me to sing on stage. i prac meng li hua..end up i freak out n decide not to sing cuz of the high note cum de lvl of difficulty. so sang nuan nuan but my high notes r so weak dat i feel like killin myself. my most confident wo huai nian de oso forgot so many lyrics that i feel like digging a hole n hide myself. haiz.. y????? i jus sux ma..or blame it on de stress dat 900 pair of eyes are starin at me? or blame it on inexperience on live performance? guess it doesnt matter ba. wat i need is to improve on my singing n stop bein a KTV queen. n start to face the stage. wit real talent n confidence. thanks fei, yan n liam for comin down=)) it reali helps..though i feel like cryin in de middle of singing le. luckily fen u all didnt come down. cuz my performance is stil not worth for u all to come n see ba.

frens. live n ktv r reali reali different.

im reali veri stressed now. within 2 days of prac n im gg to face 900 students n audience who wil hear me sing. i doubt i can make it. wit my voice, n de keyboard with an attitude. God pray dat de ordeal wil b over soon...

weet~~!!! Liam is back todae!! so happie..though i had a unpleasant journey wit fei n yan on our way to de airport tis morn. We didnt noe dat 858 would b so packed n de traffic could b so bad until de usual journey is 45min frm yishun ended up become 1hr plus..im cursing n swearing lor..like an uncivilised auntie hahaha. fei almost puked. Well luckily liam's flight kana delayed so we considered early. but not so lucky for fei cuz she got an interview to rush to at 10 at IMM. lol. de other end of singapore. gosh.power. nevertheless tink dey were stil happie to see liam arrived ba..with all de goodies for dem..=DD

erhem..gg HK in 4 hrs time..so decided to blog n ask those who will miss me not to do so cuz i b back on sat ahaha..=xx

oh ya..fri i jus met up wit my babes at east coast park..below are all de cranky photos taken at de east coast mac=DD those taken durin de cyclyin stil wit ru..ru ah when u sendin me ah.

The roller blade gang..

The cycling gang~~!

haiyo..peifen how old liao u??!

poor sch bus...with all de over grown kids!!

I can imagine how our taiwan trip wil b with all these siao za bor. spoiling kiddy rides n terrorising de ppl ard us with our cranky laughter n actions...oh dear..better pray we won get into any serious trouble..

gg to HK on wed~~!! wit dar, ruru n jiahui!! hopefully de weather wil not b too unbearable ..haha..had prepare all shorts n sleeveless clothes jus in case i die of heat stroke=_=

Anyway met up wit huimin n my demonz gang(sec sch) yest at AMK hub yest cuz she gg Alaska for work n exchange programme..damn exotic rite de country..alaska...me karene n huimin~~!! de rest of demonz on another photo which is not wit me currently=x

The nite that we went wild at Zouk~~!! It was so fun wit mich babe n fen babe!! Dey reali dance diva sia..haha..n of cuz me too..if san was dere den we would b considered amateur ind ancing cuz she frm dance club lol..Zouk as usual was packed with lotsa babes n hunks(er didnt see much..more of guys tryin to LOOk like hunks) we managed to make some frens frm NUS..dey r a fun lot cuz we made frens de moment we started tokin=DD

We bot a jug of ribena volka n one lychee martini but it tasted like lychee syrup more den alcohol..next tim dun drink at Zouk. not worth it though it's 1 for 1=((

Mich had an unpleasant incident where dere was this guy who was semi drunk n kept wanting to squeeze in our circle. she told him dat she was older den him n he went away..later he came back again lookin seh seh..n suddenly he fell unto mich's back n sat on de floor. loser. if he cant tk de alcohol den dun drink!! Anyway we clubbed til 3 sumthing in the morn til fen's bf came to fetch her. as usual. she always made him came all de way down frm west jus to fetch her..some more in wee hours lor..well..haha..

i wanna club wit u gers again!! when im back frm HK wit dar ruru n jiahui next week!!

Oh ya..btw i fell in love wit Ah Qin(the guitarist frm F.I.R) he's damn cool lor..luv de duet he had wit fei er in his new album... nan ji xing=DD i wil change my blog song soon to it haha.

hmm..another 3 hr time me n my babes wil b headin down to Zouk to party cuz it's ladies nite!!!

Stil rmb last few weeks back one fri nite while where we meet up to chill out at clark quay, we bumped into a hamster which ran loose on street.. Hamster found on clark quay street can u imagine...lol..

In de end we didnt go club cuz we need to tk care of de fat hammie dat we had found..our gers even said dat de hammie wil break guiness record as de 1st hammie who went clubbing if we bring it to..hhaa..we cant possiblyd eposit de hammie box at de bags counter at de club cuz it would b squashed..so..we ended up at TCC..por chinlee..she rushed all de way down frm home nvr manage to club but oni got to drink wit us fo awhile den we head home le..so farnie!!!

At a nearby shopping centre searching for hammie's food..so worry it is starving..btw sansan is de new hammie mum!!

See..de hammie reali fat rite..lol..it's in a mac happy meal box..haha stil rmb de mac ppl was veri stunned by we grp of gers begging for a box to contain a hamster..=xxtaking a peek at de naughty hammie at TCC...These are the top 3 flavor of cakes dat u shld order..one is mango, another is de one wit ferro rocher on bottom n one is strawberry flavor..yummy~~~

Yest was supposed to go K wit ruru n peifen..i called it off last min because de night b4 i stil couldnt squeak so it muz b quite bad. Ended up we gers met up to go shopping at far east instead=_=''' bought a Singapore Lah shirt for my german fren(he's frm NTU too) cuz he's b leaving soon n im meeting him in de late afternoon..kinda stressed wit de meeting cuz it wil b de first time im interacting wit a 'foreigner' face to face cuz usually we tok on msn..(other den indonesians n vietnamese whom i hav no prob tokin face to face...) im worried abt de 1001 stuff such as..wil dere b enuff topics to continue wit the conversations..

but reali thank God cuz it wasnt a prob de moment we met up..we jus couldnt stop talking!! He's reali a veri veri friendly n nice ang moh to tok wit=DD He even told me an exchange fren of his got into a fight n now facing over a few thousand fine=x N a grp of de exchange students organised this "MRT PUB STOP' event where 65 of dem took part. It was an unofficial event where dey start frm de changi airport stn n stop at de next station to find a nearest pub to drink.after dat dey conti wit de next stop..tis is wast dey did. stop n drink n go to de next stop to drink again..OMG..dey haf so much money!! so farnie..by de time dey reach half of MRT line..dey were areadi seriously drunk..can imagine de ah ma n ah gong faces on de mrt when dey saw a grp o 65 students drunk..lol..haha my fren Yaro gave up half way..good boy. =DD

though it was a short meeting but it was veri enjoyable..n made me realised dat i shld b exposed to tok to foreigners more often to build up my confidence.. well..i may need to tok to expatriates next time when i work too=xx