That's all for my xmas photos at my church..sorie for not updating recently cuz either internet was down or i was too lazy haha..tis yr xmas ntg much la..me n liam had got so bored of spendin xmas tog oni cuz its's damn bo liao okie so we decided to spend wit frens.. well we no longer lovey dovey stil on honeymoon couple..we r more like ah ma n ah pek situation le..had lost our passion long long ago..hurhur..but well..it was a fantastic xmas eve at our church n countdown to xmas inside de cinema of causeway(we were watchin death note 2) 'checko meto' haha! so cool de amle lead but i admit he's ugly=xxx

hee today heard from Jean dat sum one say im pretty~~ noe y im so delighted cuz it's actuali from my tis pri sch fren Billy..the world is reali small..my pri sch fren is now Jean's fren in youth organisation team. Was surprised to see him after we parted in pri 6. nvr reali tok to him b4 n tot he wouldn't notice i exist cuz im short n fierce last time. but was shock when he knew i was elected prefect for every year though we in diff class=xx hmm..did i jot his name down when he was late for sch..lol.

Wah today nearly kana shock. was surfing net AND doing fyp at liam house when the com suddenly shut down. heng i not doing any report stuff or else i will scream. ya i noe can recover the report but ppl, micro word can oni recover up to a point. imagine my ang moh so poor hao3 bu4 rong2 yi4 come up wit a fantastic sentence den have to retink again. i rather die. Den realise the whole flat was cut off from electricity supply. called liam n he told me most prob there's a trip of the circuit. he asked me to go switch it back but i realise it was out of my reach and was sealed with a warning sticker..wa lau wanna get me killed issit. dunno wat to do cum im with a useless dog at home. need to go for a shower to get ready for meeting later. den best. no electricity means no warm water for shower. i need to shower in icy cold water n i mean icy cold k? piangzz..im amazed i survived the cold shower. Lesson learnt today: get a shower early.( ahha wat u ppl thinkin? tink i wil say stuff like electricity is impt to our life or we cant do w/o electricity issit. dat so lame.) k im lame too=xx wa den went out to tk lift down den realise de Gaud damned lift is not functioning cuz no electricity. was on the way down the staircase den bumped into a auntie hu was panting like mad..she told me she lived on 13th floor. oh man...dat's bad. n she told me she heard sum one trapped in lift. wa lau..dat's even worse. imgaine im de one. pls God, dun ever trade my position wit the person in the lift. I wil imagining things like the lift scene in Li xin Jie's jian4 gui3 show..eirks..

ahah..den the Fyp meeting part is so 'happening'..tru out the meeting jean n me were 'am chio-ing' all the way..private joke bet me n her..'i cant printscreen becuz i dun haf a printer.' as quoted from tis Mr X. huahahhaha...if u dun noe anythg jus ask. dun pretend u noe everything. it wil jus show more of your foolishness. N dun gimme de kiam siap eyes bulging out look when the meeting ended one hr earlier not according to wat u had planned for your parking coupon. while do u tink i care?? n one word. dun screw up yr fren's wedding k? As a mc U shld make a fool of youself and make de audience luff out heartily n not out of sympathy to cover yr foolishness. erm. okie im done. hah.

At the theme park itself. see the roller coaster wee-ed past me?? liam waited for the rite moment to capture tis pic. unfortunately i got sick after 3rd ride so didnt manage to tk any more pics of the theme park. sad..



liam look corny wit his hands up..tryin to show off dat he's enjoyin...im completely scared out of my wits!!

Wa..the Nike sign damn big.
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At the Mahattan fish market(a restaurant) wit dar posing for pics..y arent dere any restaurant like tis in spore..pls dun tel me dere's fish n co..it sux k?

First time i eva saw soup dat is green in color..but it taste real nice^^ called the asparagus soup..name may turns u off but mind u it taste like corn soup hee..


I did wat i always wanted..which is to take neo print wit dar!!! weet~ we on Cleo cover..arent we photogenic hoho...


tis pic is due to too much light exposure but i find it kinda amusing cuz liam got tis yellow flower on his head haha...

well..dat's abt all for my KL trip..we went for a 3 day 2 nite one..mostly shoppin n playin..initially plan to go ktv n bowling but was too tired haha..so laze ard in our room..trust me esp couples..can book tis hotel next time u go Kl..Big,spacious clean n affordable!!!

wah...blogger reali piss me off nowadays..got prob uploadin photos nvm, den now cant even access to my acc..wat duh...

below r the gifts liam brought back from his austrialia's trip/training~~



ahha..the lengendary ginger breadman in The Shrek movie!! "not my belly button!!" (private joke wit those hu watch The Shrek)



Tis is no ordinary hippo..it is actuali designed for babies..u noe those bedtime lullaby playin thing..haha..but fei commented dat de head is heavy enuff to kill a baby if it happen to drop from the hanger=xxx

walau blogger is driving me nuts..y i keep havin prob uploadin de photos??? zzz

huiping is de oni demonz who turn up other den fei.


my darling hu turn up for the 3 cele!!! love ya muacks muacks!


darling's mistress..so ugly..i prettier k?


My M&Ms!! haha..=p

It was a rare sight to c Suli smiling so radiantly=xx

blogger a bit siao siao..shal conti here..



ahem..my 4 bodyguards..haha


All the peeps who came!!!

3rd cele:
venue: nee soon east CC KTV(haha)
ppl: jianchao,taiyu,yaoliang,choonboon,mervin,zhiliang,fei,huiping,suli,sin,darling,yan


eeek...zhiliang y r u lyin on mer's shoulder..dun tel me both of u r......good frens??? hahaha.

haha..suli kana blocked=xxx

phew. finally had the time to reali blog.. shal blog abt wat happen durin these past few days of my bdae cele. i cele like nobody biz=DD

1st cele:
venue: AMK porridge steamboat
ppl: me, jean, michelle n darling!!




HAHAH..me n michelle hug til our faces were kinda squeezed. noticed de uncle at the background. He was luffing at the xmas tree=xx oh de porridge steamboat is highly recommend for those who do not wan to stay healthy=DD

2nd cele:
Venue: Mind cafe
ppl: me, darling, shaomei,shaozhen,shaoyun,ah seng,ding xin,zhaopei,peiyi,weijie,xiao yu laoshi, yunxin!!



Everyone was so engrossed in the boardgame haha..



Darling wan to cut my cake issit??

After readin my fren's post, guess i reali upset her wit my reaction ba. But wat i can say is, as a good fren, i do not want to fake my feeling n pretend dat im oki or not angry when im actuali am. At that point of time, the emotion jus get the better of me i oso cant help it myself. Though i keep tellin myself u r a great fren but the disappoinment at that time was jus too great, with other ppl unable to turn up. so it kinda of too much for me. which explained my sucky mood. imagine u invite like 30 ppl(example), den as time nears, one by one send u replies dat they cant attend for some reasons, n the amt of rejection were so much dat me myself cant handle it. all i can is, "it's okie.." wat can i say rite? cant force dem to come. anyway the bdae is served as a gathering. u come u can meet up wit the rest if u dun, u jus miss out the fun dat's all. so dun feel apologetic for not able to come. if not for the $$, i wouldnt haf worry so much how many ppl can turn up le. cuz booking of ktv room requires money, booking of the mnd cafe needs to be advanced, so tis add up to my stress level. the moment there's changes or ALOT of changes i wil hav headache....

But conclusion is, i stil enjoy my 3 bdae celebration. Each is sweet n memorable in its own way. Thanks peeps! n thanks for the pressie=)

n one thing. im not gg to organise bdae cele again next year le. TOLONG sia..

no word to describe how i feel today..other den worrying n worrying more over on how shld i deal wit that Mr X for tis comin sat meeting, wat reali upsets me is actuali about the poor turn out for my comin bdae gathering. it comes to a point dat i almost burst out cryin alot of times durin work today. one fren sms sayin not gg, frankly speaking, i have been tryin to b nice by arrangin the right kind of ppl to b dere so tis fren won feel so left out. I took effort by sms-ing every single one of them,changing dates to suit everyone but ironically end up it wasn't. Sms-ing again to reconfirm the date n spelling out the details. To me, by being detailed n repeating myself is a chore so i consider dere's effort involved. Now i wonder y shld i take so much effort in doing it cuz it juz end up i got so effected when it didn't turn out like wat i wanted it to be. The impt part isn't abt whether i get present or cele wit me separately another day. cuz my primary objective is to have a gathering. Bdae was just an excuse. I agree wit one fren. 'U r the bdae ger, u shld decide when to cele' in other words, ppl shld accomodate me not the other way round. It sounds better, n i won feel so miserable. although it's selfish thinking. sometimes being selfish isn't so bad after all.

I'm reali glad that my 21st bdae was being in-charge by my darling. Or else i wld hav a mental breakdown cuz i get so emotional over something dat it jus dun go the way i want it to be. I tink im being too naive dat usin bdae wld b a good reason to gather ppl.

In conclusion i had no mood n interest to carry on the cele so i jus told dem dat i decided to call it off. I dun wish to pull a long face to those who can turn up or pretend dat im enjoying when im not. N the more i wld not want to force those who are unable or unwilling to come. Den it is not enjoyable at all.come for the sake of coming. duhs.

Saving the hassle n trouble for myself, is to stop havin big n unrealistic dreams of exciting bdae cele(i learnt my lesson after 2 times) cuz it's no longer my 21st bdae. N it feels good to let yr fren plans for u den u go n trouble over how n where to cele. pardon me for saying it but No one is allowed to mention abt the cele anymore cuz i lost interest n enthusiasm.

after long n torturous work wit difficulty to suppress my overwhleming emotion, i was glad when i finally release from work. Decided to go on a shoppin spree b4 meetin yunxin for dinner. Shopping was the best therapy for mood swings ladies. But end up didn't buy anythg. Met my dear yunxin n did quite alot of catch up. she also had fun teachin me on how to pronounce right sounding english=D I realise how bad i reali sound when i speak in english=.='''

Oh joke of the day. heard from my dear jean. She said Jason's fren(jason is my uni fren) illegally brought back a puppy he bought from chatuchatt market in thailand n suprisingly the puppy was exceptionally quiet during the flight so no one noticed dat this fren had a dog wit him. So when he's back in spore, he asked his mum to look after it while he went to sch. Den one day his mum called him n said in a frantic tone dat the puppy was something wrong cuz it started to walk on 2 legs out of a sudden. (for tis moment i tot the puppy kanna possessed...my fren after hearin the joke tot the puppy was drunk=.=) She was so scared dat she locked the puppy in a room for itself until the AVA ppl come n dealed wit it. i heard that AVA was actuali those animals controller organisation. Den tis fren n mum kanna fined n warned for 200 bucks. y? cuz they illegally hide a bear in their house. (diaoz,,at tis moment i was like?? WTH?? a bear??!) so it sorta cheered me up a bit after im in a shitty mood thinkin no where i wld cheer up unless i go shoppin. Thanks ah Jean=D

was moody since yest til jus now..couple of stuff which irritates me n piss me off..other den dat im okie la especially after watchin my current fav er4 zhuo4 ju4 zhi1 wen3 on youtube~~ im hooked on youtube le~~

firstly i kinda pissed n sian of organising my bdae celebration..i feel dat if i dun initiate a gathering, nobody wil care or bother.. k la other den my veri good frens de rest i cant ask much cuz dey haf their own circle of close frens to b concern wit. but wat reali make me sian 1/2 is sum areadi agree but last min say cant. wat can i say, of cuz bo bian la..force dem to come meh..i not those kind hu those thick skin use bdae as a threat..my reason is to gather frens by usin bdae as an excuse nia..so if u cant come no need feel bad or apologetic ma..n i noe normally callin ppl to an event the turn out rate got 50% muz thank God le..so im reali thankful mos ppl can come^^

den wat thing irritates me was initially plan a gatherin wit sum frens on thurs den realise i work full shift..den i change it wed but resulted in mos ppl cant attend. den i decide to pluck up my courage by askin my boss(who firmly says no more changin of shift for tis month..zzz) if i can put my full shift on wed so i can haf my original date for cele..den now..like make it worse..u tink i change here n dere i enjoy doin it meh..i learn one thing. next year bdae shld jus rot n c wat plans my frens haf for me..if not den nvm lor..like wat sum of my frens say it's no longer 21st bdae le y cele..i shuang cannot issit. duhs.

well..den to my most headache n irritating thing is..tis sat dat Mr X my dear fyp mate request to meet me earlier to 'preach' me christianity when we both r christian..wat puzzled me was he meet em earlier he not scared i tell my another fyp mate this side meeting meh..i hope i survive tis sat after de meeting wit him..eirks..God i need strength n wisdom to deal wit a kid like him.

brought liam's mum to see a doc at one midnight when she kept saying her hands veri pain..she was given a jab(me n doc ba1 kak4 hao3 de4) so dat she wil stop whining n de whole family can sleep, said de doc. haha. but it cost de family 109 bucks cuz its mid night liao. consultaion fee alone is 80 bucks lor. she reali win lor. durin day time liam sis n liam's dad wan bring her see doc she dun wan. den at night whine n whine. walau. shld haf let her whine whole night cuz she's liddat. a bit pain can exaggerate til so serious. *roll my eyes

today went for a music audition which was due 2 years ago. y? ahha..i came across tis ad in straits time 2 years ago sayin recruiting singers n performers..den dat time i tink i dun haf money so scared need registration fees so didnt trn up. 2 years later which is now, dey went tru database n got my info n asked me whether i wld like to come for audition. in de end fei accompny me go. i sing acapella k la..nervous as usual. de person who assesses me gave good comments den i knew wat he's driving at le..wan em sign up course..to groom me. i oso wan. but no $$. so no $$ no groom. no dream..

dream on. dream on.