To those who may love Tank after this=D

I just found out that facebook get retarded everytime the clock hits 12. But blogger doesn't. so yea!

was listening to Tank latest album on haoting.com and sing along with the lyrics provided. i realised there is a song that is for God =))

N of cuz i like it very much. i already like his singing,,with this added value i love it more.

Track 4

http://www.haoting.com/play/haotingsonglian.htm?id=352443&id=352444&id=352445&id=352446&id=352447&id=352448&id=352449&id=352450&id=352451&id=352452&B12.x=49&B12.y=7###


Tank - 阿门 词： 蓝小邪 曲： Tank
请赐给我一颗不会 熄灭的星
请赐给我一朵不被淋湿的云~
请告诉我的眼睛 再等一下就是黎明
请别笑我 每天都要 跟你谈心
请赐给我一颗不会 受伤的心
请赐给我永远用不完的勇气~
如果还能说下去 请让我在这黑夜里
相信明天 一觉醒来 是个好天气
我不要飞来的运气 也不用比别人荣幸
只求当我在谷底 还有力气 疼痛和哭泣
荆棘中还能辨认来时的脚印
我不求变成个奇迹 也不用开创天或地
只求我最迷茫时 还能找到 最初的自己
如果我痛到必须要闭上眼睛 就看见你
原来每一颗星熄灭 才会再亮 原来每一朵云湿透 天才放晴~
原来一颗心受伤 是为了要更有勇气
原来勇气 因为失去 才有了意义
我不要飞来的运气 也不用比别人荣幸
只求当我在谷底 还有力气 疼痛和哭泣 荆棘中还能辨认来时的脚印
我不求变成个奇迹 也不用开创天或地
只求我最迷茫时 还能找到 最初的自己
如果我痛到必须要闭上眼睛 就看见你
流过的泪留下运气 受过的伤都很荣幸
下一次跌落谷底 就该知道 躺着看山顶
何不替眼睛谢谢所有的风景
我存在就是个奇迹 你为我创造天与地
你让我不断迷路 直到找到 真正的自己 原来只要我能看见我的真心 就看见你~

ranting post..or random post

Prefer colgate to darlie now. all along i have been conned! Darlie spearmint taste is too strong. n i start to hate spearmint tasted sweets now. very appalled to be exact. issit as u grow older your taste buds change yr preference everything change??

My fav animal: cat. i like their bo chap attitude



My fav magazine title now: 8days..keep me updated with the latest movies, tabloids albums n informative news =D

My fav hobby: trying to establish now... catch all the outdated movies at home(no gore n eerie genre..im very into love n romance n comedy..scientific still fine..no pure fighting movie)..trying...slowly.

My going to be hobby when dar is not around for one year: same..catch all the outdated movies plus animations n dramas~~! your not going to hear me say things like cycling or swimming rite?? hah. maybe swimming. was talking to celia the other day dat i haf the urge to learn threading water in case i kana tossed into the sea accidentally or intentionally.

Things i want to accomplish when dar is back:

Already learning driving (due to the situation now, mostly i can't cuz got 3 trips 1st half of next year!!! budget busted. unless miracles happen n i got half year bonus. *roll my eyes)

Grow my hair long long..dyed it black. everytime i have black hair, i hate it, n want change color. now having lighter hair..i think it sux. it all drill back to my laziness..to blow my hair? celia say i can haf a doll like look with my colored hair rite now if i take effort. *roll my eyes. how could i possibly wake up 1/2 hr earlier just to make my hair prettier?? the 1/2hr is just too precious for sleeping. i admit i lazy..gimme rebonding cream n rods pls. once n for all.

liam's parents going to church regularly.

Pipi is found??! eh quite reluctant with this thought. HAHAHHA.

Slim down till i look like skinny babe felicia chin??

Save up 1/3 of $$ for wedding???

form a band?? where are the potential candidate?? submit yr application pls.

Things i hope to get it right asap:

Update my song lists on my poor sony erricson. it isn't fair when i keep skipping most of the artists' songs. listen till sian liao.. now super hooked on Utada's album " This is the one"
can't find 2nd singer that can captivate me for so long.. Elva, if she kept singing those super obiang songs im gg to give up on her..same goes for Jolin. Jay chou im always neutral. i know some singers reali good, but i no chemistry with them hah. people can say lady gaga and amy winehouse no substance but i like their style..though her voice so so. eh who else ah..liang jing ru wil b my forever love gong guru. JJ ya JJ my dear JJ pls retain your style n dun give me a heart attack by changing to some other style T_T my Tank and Chao ge too..

so far these are what went thru my mind recently. some incoherent thought perhaps.. oh n i catch the alien vs monster movie..veri kiddish but i like hahaha.." i may not have a brain, but i have an idea!" quoted from Mr Blob.

below is the link to see the clip of life game camp i attended recently.

http://sbcyouth.blogspot.com/2009_06_01_archive.html

aftermath...

attended life game camp recently ...seriously thru out the process of waiting for my leave to be approved, i reali need to have faith in God. That when i seek Him n trust in Him, He shows me the reward of trust. i was still in doubt that i will enjoy the camp n even haf the thoughts of leaving the camp halfway if it gets dead boring. finally attended the camp, i realised that God truly talks to me during the camp. it is just so torturous not being able to share the most important part of the whole game cuz the most impactful part which i have a wake up call from God will be the same for u guys. well not trying to b preachy. it is a personal r/s that u will understand one day. christianity is not a religion. it is a r/s with God.

i guess mighty man camp reali gives us phobia to attend other camps which are supposedly said to be fun cuz we over estimated mighty man camp. same thing goes to life game camp. we are so scared it will be very boring..yes no doubt i did feel dat initially on the 1st day of camp..when i tell myself,"jing, u r the one dat decide whether the camp is fun or not..not the game..or the ppl." so i start to get serious, reali serious with the camp..i go all out to steal money or gamble money to buy everything to earn prestige point..erhem..i saw xiaoyu laoshi gamble also lor. HAHHAHA..it was just so exhilarating feel. got to married..give birth..n died unexpectedly. everything is so biazzarre..but i really thankful that i am there. =)

can we have something like soulworksmusic in singapore..i would like to form one. =D

pulau Ubin day 09~

It was a bright sunny afternoon..william,armed with his SLR canon D300, all ready to take beautiful pics of us=) he improved alot. u can see from below pics. all taken by him.

pls dun sit at the rear of boat. u will regret if u decide not to get wet.

dar with his super obiang hair style.

wabiang cannot understand y a ger during his pri sch times will comment he looked like andy lau. wat duh. zzz

can't stand his pose sia!!! *scratch table

yan is wet from all the splashes of water!!

finali we reached pulau ubin ! yan is trying his best to conceal his nakedness

my neck looked snapped.

n off we go!!

we arrived at a pitstop where we park our bicycles n walked to chek jawa land. super scorching hot. my skin is burning n screaming in pain. y i forgot my sunblock. n sunglasses in hotel room. Good Game liao.

we arrived at mayor's house, now an exhibition site liao.

typical sporean(half) touching the decorations.

i always feel dat it's best not to see my front view. it's scary...

it's a cruel reality that all coke n liang teh are sold out. they are still hot day ppl's best friends.

yan started to pose for those pirated mtv...

i think he got emo for not being able to make big in the mtv...

so he decided to get involved in H2O commercial.

the feel is just not right...

so i was thinking...maybe he can get involved in acting?

ending frame for a movie,walking away in a 潇洒way.

it was not bad.

my gums are still throbbing in pain.

fei was asked to acted as though she was being hit. she was in my opinion, really bad at that.

who the hell will be smiling happily when being hit??

so me, teach her how to be a good actor.

this is what called professional.

we were talking about how some girls like to act cute in those neoprint ..posing for no 1 to 5. totally not cute n not creative at all. so yan thought us how to look cool n 'uu seh'.

pose 1.

pose 2.

pose 3.

pose 4

pose 5

i'm pretending to b climbing a mountain.

hairy fruitless plant. fei was saying maybe the plant pretends to b fruitless so no animal will attack it. watever.

like desktop walkpaper hor.

wa..trying to look cool.im very distracted with yan's big belly.

y dar keep askin us to do ugly n out of fashioned pose. eeee.

my pang sai pose. =(

after nua-ing at the house, we embarked on our next part of journey.

i cannot imagine 贞子lives inside there. so gross.

nice scenery

my fav love shaped leaf.

high tide liao.

nipah, palm fruit.

climbing the viewing tower

the tower is so tall.

it is so breathtaking up here.

im posing as someone who placed his/her msn pic with the head big big.

yea we reached the beautiful quarry liao. walau. ugly pose again.

a little red dragonfly resting on the bike's tire

it flew away...

it's on the stem right now.

i'm so glad some one wants me. y are all the natural photo of mine so ugly one??! natural =ugly.

at pitstop again.my skin is screaming with pain. the sunlight is like rays piercing thru my skin.

i couldn't stop luffing at both of our faces. ahah..han bao bao faces. =x

the wild boar is not dead yet. it is just too lazy to move.

unglam pose again. arrrr.

the rabbit is also too lazy to move. see its lazy pose.

fei is trying to get friendly with the rabbit.

reached NPCC campsite. unfortunately, during my npcc times the campsite was reaaly sad case.now till got a gate n building to house the cadets. kns

Anyway we happened to stand very near the gate and the door bell or alarm start to play music..think really long time no maintenence the music will 'lau hong' one..no battery le.pls change.

it was near the end of our journey and yan was almost dead.

we passed by some durian trees n dar decided to bash thru the forest to pick up some durians..

unfortunately this is wat they got ONLY.

It was freaky small can...

we were back!

coconut juice is man's best friend on a hot day.

y i always got the constipated face.

fei is enjoying the 2 ice sticks to herself lor!! =(

time to say byebye to pulau ubin.

i was surprised that our boat stopped half way n the uncle started to collect money. i was thinking. wat if some refused to pay? will he toss them into the sea?? haha.

he n his idiotic pose.

finali, hello singapore!

it reminds me of my good old days. playing arcade in yaohan.

was totally bished when we reached the hotel lobby.

yes 4 of us shared a bed=))

my arms are totally red from sun burnt. ouch!!

overall, it was a pleasant 3 d 2 nite stay at changi village hotel. we enjoyed the nasi lemak and chicken cutlet noodle with sugar cane juice at the hawker centre. bagus!