aftermath...

attended life game camp recently ...seriously thru out the process of waiting for my leave to be approved, i reali need to have faith in God. That when i seek Him n trust in Him, He shows me the reward of trust. i was still in doubt that i will enjoy the camp n even haf the thoughts of leaving the camp halfway if it gets dead boring. finally attended the camp, i realised that God truly talks to me during the camp. it is just so torturous not being able to share the most important part of the whole game cuz the most impactful part which i have a wake up call from God will be the same for u guys. well not trying to b preachy. it is a personal r/s that u will understand one day. christianity is not a religion. it is a r/s with God.

i guess mighty man camp reali gives us phobia to attend other camps which are supposedly said to be fun cuz we over estimated mighty man camp. same thing goes to life game camp. we are so scared it will be very boring..yes no doubt i did feel dat initially on the 1st day of camp..when i tell myself,"jing, u r the one dat decide whether the camp is fun or not..not the game..or the ppl." so i start to get serious, reali serious with the camp..i go all out to steal money or gamble money to buy everything to earn prestige point..erhem..i saw xiaoyu laoshi gamble also lor. HAHHAHA..it was just so exhilarating feel. got to married..give birth..n died unexpectedly. everything is so biazzarre..but i really thankful that i am there. =)

can we have something like soulworksmusic in singapore..i would like to form one. =D