WTF WTF WTF. They r reali getting on my nerves.
If she reali understand her mum, so can she bloody come back n accompany her mum, since she noe her mum dying to c her? WTH. thanks lor. After leavin me in a sticky situation den critise watshould i do instead. *roll my eyes*

down wit flu again. after kana tai4 yang2 yu3(rain due to sun)..de reason is yest accompany liam's mum to see those tie3 da3 den in n out cab so i caught a cold. damn frustrating yest cuz i dunnow hich tie da to see..den liam's mum cannot tk pain. a bit a bit wil whine. wa lau same as my dear mum..my mum can ask me to massage her shoulder n i haven even use 20% of my strength den se complained veri painful liao. now i got to noe liam's mum more..her body (like my mum's body) is made up off toufu=_=''''

liam's mum one of her hand is areadi swollen quite badly n she complained cant sleep cuz too painful. but she dun wan ppl to tui1 her hand oni wan painkiller. den how her hands gg to get well. so i firmly told her if u wan carry on like tis u won get well. so i dun care her throw her to tis tie da n let the shifu tui1 her hands liao. initially she whine here n dere after dat can tel she feels better liao..wa heng ah..if he make it worse i dunno how to face liam's family liao.zzz.

den i went to work. tis is where the flu attack starts. dizzy head, aching body, itchy nose...almost died durin work. one of the greatest flu atatck i ever had tis year. luckily my colleague stayed behind for another hr after she ended work to help me jus in case i faint. den luckily my boss got come to help me packed. de the most heartwarming thing is he give me a lift home=)

so i ended up at home instead of liam's home.

Today is my official day of lookin after liam's mother day from now on..=(( i hope im coping fine..de moment i reach her house, she started complaining n grumbling how sad she was cuz she cant move her both hands cuz it hurts..den she say life is meaningless n she wanted commit suicide. Liam, is tis wat u face for the past like 20 years?? i noe she easily perk up n emotional but its too much when she say she wan end her life. i kinda frustrated n 'scolded' her dat y life meaningless?? she got a daughter areadi workin n married liao..den got a filial son who was bz oversea training..isnt tis enuff to make her contented or at least a bit satisfied? den she sorta quieten down. liam i oso noe she say say nia..luckily she say, cuz i analyse to u b4 rite? those keep say dey wan die r the most afraid to die but those always quiet de u tot he's okie de next moment u got news dat he jus committed suicide..so i some how not stress or worried when she mention it. i noe she jus lonely wan grumble. luckily my exam over liao or else maybe de one committing suicide wil b me. i bring pipi wit me=D

yest kinda stressed n upset cuz nvr go c yr mum in the end. was late in the nite cum other reasons which i had stated...but keep thinkin felt dat im veri selfish. if u were contactable u definitely would wan me to visit i keep tellin myself. so end up cryin a bit..luckily yr qing2 fu4 miss jun yan was online so i consulted him on tis matter. he say no matter wat muz go visit..yi si yi si oos muz go. so in the end i heed his advice cum my guilty conscience i went today. reali thank God dat i went becuz heard from huili(liam's sis) today yr mum was expectin me to go visit her last nite but i nvr turn up. aiya tot yr sis dere le so no need me ma..

but i realise im wrong..today yr sis got work, den no one at home..oni yr mum..when i reached yr place wit fei(whom i force to go wit me cuz i bu4 kan1 ji4 mo4) yr mum was restin...den dad wit ah ma at coffee shop, drinkin. seriously i feel like strangling him alive. can he pls dun drink at tis pt of time??? if im at home no prb i can help tk care of yr mum. wat if i workin time..den yr poor mum how??? zzz..so i give yr dad a piece of my mind today. tellin him dun drink so much n when i was scoldin him, he was drunk!!!! n its in de middle of the day. not at nite k. turbine(another way of scoldin vulgarities) haiz..reali tiring leh..i feel tiring for u darling..i wish i was as cool or cold-blooded as yr sis or bo chap as her den i wldn't feel so stress up. but one thing i abit bu shuang is, tml is monday her off day n she not comin home to accompany yr mum lor. wat duh..ask her y she say she got stuff to do..turbine! x 100 halow...i dun mind u dun come back often but at least come back tml can?? yr stuff more impt den mum issit??? wat duh. i jus say straight dat she need come home at least one of these days..no matter wat she's daughter im not lor..yr mum more or less oso wan yr sis to accompany her de wat. dun give lame excuse like oh sis married over le so not so much freedom to come back niang2 jia1 as often as she wish. pls la, if she wan b so traditional, den follow every filial things dat confucious once said la. den wan so old fashioned in mindset dun b morden in dressin k? every thign back to 80s, those pu2 shu4 kind. shuan4 le4. i jus feel dat if she tink dat i wil tk care of yr mum den she can dun care den she carry on lor. tis show how filial she is.

n seriously i cant say im filial but at least i do wat i can do though not good or perfect but im doin wat i can. so u over at austrialia won b worried cuz u got a gf who can help for a while. though yr mum mention not to let u noe but i stil wan blog n let u noe the situation in spore. everything was so last min dat i had to ask my su4su4 to ship over my clothes n i have to forgo ah hui bdae cele today jus to tk care of yr mum. i dun mind actuali. jus hope she alrite=)

oh ya kanasai..tink too dependent on u liao. went shing siong to stock up food for yr mum n dad=.=''' carry all the da bao xiao ba of stuff nearly kills me..tink i b de next one to kana hand injury. luckily got sum of yr money left wit me or else yr parents eat grass de whole week liao. yr mum definitely no money den yr dad squander all de money on beer le wat de hell..tink more blood boils more. stock up instant noodle yr fav, biscuits for mum milk for dad cuz he has fragile bones(tk note hor) eh ntg for pipi=xxx haha today help yr mum wash her hair cuz her hand cant reali move..den wash yr super smelly n disgustin helmet. oh ya ah yong(liam sis husband) nvr help u air yr helmet wor..turbine. dunno y but can i jus #$^$%&#$@ dem for once???. okie i feel better le thank you.

darling rmb to come back soon wor..miss u. (angry stare) i dun mind doin one week of household chores but i cant stand one week of loneliness in yr room w/o u=((((

sob sob..darling when r u back??im facing so many challenging stuff while u r gone..first my oni source of finance is gone(your atm card kana deactivate due to my carelessness for not collectin from the shop after purchasing peiyi's bdae present cuz it's a huge sum n i no $$ to pay so use liam's $$ first dun get me wrong im not usin his money to hui1 huo4) thank God i stil survive becuz God is reali lookin after me...it jus happen so nice dat every now n den when i no money sure sumone wil treat me food..Thank God my su4su4 i stayin wif work wit sunshine bread so endless supplies of bread to eat. Den my hp failed on me de 2nd day u r gone!! de loudspeaker is faulty so when ppl call, no ringtone oni vibration. now i realise i freak out easily. darling..i been too dependent on u le..once u gone, i reali feel very very lost.. how?? can u come back?? i wish i can sleep straight 10 days so de next moment u wil b beside me le. sob...

Den today is the most headache of all.
xiao yu(my church teacher) called me while i was on bus 854 home after peiyi's 21st bdae party. she said pastor lam called her n said liam's mum was lookin for me. i was so shocked. how wld pastor lam noe liam's mum lookin for me?? if she is most prob she call my hp. den to my horror i realise she muz b dun haf my number. den maybe she kept de church service leaflet she attended once a while so got number to refer to. Omg..for a split sec i tot sumting happen to liam. tried to kept calm. called his mum immediately.. over the other side of the phone was a veri upset n stressed up voice wanting me to go over to liam's house immediately. she said she hurt herself durin work, got her hand scalded(she work as dish collector at one of boon lay coffee shop) den she need sum one to pei her..she feel lonely cuz liam's dad always drunk(n i mean it wa duh) den his sis not gg home so she turned to me. for a moment i was like???? huh..sis not gg home??how can b?? so i called his sis to find out more. den his sis said dat auntie called her durin work she was veri bz so she fu1yan3 her by sayin not gg home. den after work actuali she is plannin to go home de..wa i heave a sigh of relief when i heard dat she gg home.

Den now i feel so guilty cuz my final decision is not to go home. when liam's mum wants me to go. cuz de reasons r as follow. some may seems valid while de rest r purely excuse or lazy

1) his house damn ulu which make me hesitate to go(lazy n timid)
2)tired after whole day of hoohah(lazy)
3)sis n her husband gg home le so got ppl to take care n it's enuff(valid)
4)tml gg church not convenient(selfishness n im repenting)
5)no money to rush cab down, though got some money wit me but it's consider liam's de dun wan spend..(super narrow minded n rigid thinkin..liam sure dun mind de)
6)felt dat his mum is makin a big fuss cuz his sis seems calm..cant b his sis cold blooded ba(my own analytical view)
7)moreover even xiaoyu laoshi says got sis shld b okie le dun worry so much so i tink dun go nvm(valid)
8)dun wan go cuz i scared i cant stand her grumble n over emotional reaction(i wil get irritated cuz i dun see a pt.)
9) den dad always drunk..i get more frustrated cuz i need to face to face n i dun like it.(told liam i dun like his dad to b always so drunk.)

so conclusion didnt go lor.. den now guilty conscience strikes me liao..consult yan n he say i better go tml. at least show some concern. ya i wil. so shal go sleep w/o lettin tis botherin me cuz i gg tml!!! thanks Yan.

darling....i cant tk it le..u muz come back soon b4 i break down....T_T

today i wanted to share little blessing dat God put for today's work~~that's tis lady hu approached me on mon durin work to ask me help her deco a big christmas card for her boss n i was like wat??!! Big boss leh...den she appeared today again wit her card n i tot she say say oni..k la..since my work place not beri bz, i decided to help her.. den my boss was ard n he said i shld claim a fee from her..but i was like cant la, im not those professional artist cannot lor..den i oni can b copycat nia..u give me pic i can draw exactly de same..no pic no idea. haha..below is the drawing dat i haf done..wit my cousin's coloring..nice huh? n in return de lady got me n my cousin dinner..woohoo dinner..free dinner sum more!! it came jus at the right time when i was so broke dat i decide to munch any bread dat is in sight when i reach home. =.='''

oh ya, n got a little surprise today..saw the cute(i claimed) starhub guy when im packing up..he came up to say hi, was surprised cuz nvr see him ever since the starhub fair after 3 weeks..at least h so much friendlier n nicer then the seiyu guy...=((( hope to see the starhub guy ard more often=D haha..he looks cute cuz he dun look local, den he's not tall, got curls at hair end n big eyes..like those small boy boy wanting to get more sweets from me=DD

miss darling so much..n its oni 1 day since he's gone to australia for training..luckily in the first place he noe we both wil miss each other like shit so he nvr tk up air force training cuz it requires him to go for training for 8 years oversea if he's qualified..phew heng man..cuz 17 days now i areadi miss him so much liao=(((

anyway was delighted to see an email from him when he reach his camp in aust.. here it goes..


jing, i reach liao. here got internet but only two PC. so i try to send u mail whenever i can k. rmd to take cat of ur self. i'll call u this sat night k. so u standby k. here very nice. weather like genting, a lot of cool wind. also i play my PSP on the 1st night. haha. so no worry about me. u rmd to go gym k. i'll eat more here. so when i go back, i got more meat to train. haha. well, i got to go liao. people queuing before me faces is getting red liao. i miss u very much. take cat. bb @(vov)@ kiss kiss

ur stupid monkey dariling

hahaha i can imagine those ppl's face turning red..luff til pengs...

a few more hours n i b sayin good bye to my darling who will b flyin off to australia for 17 days (kai, same as your situation) n i feel quite sad=(( it's been a long time since he last went for a training for so long..sob sob..luckily tis 2 weeks i b buryin myself in work n more work so hopefully i won haf any time left to tink abt my darling..
yest me n dar went out after my exam to get together b4 he b gone a long time..

after buying tix for coach to KL at golden mile, we went marina square to walk walk. cuz wat we both agree is marina square has the most comprehensive types of shops n restaurants for us to go..then we went ktv~~hee..gg ktv wit dar is a different experience..cuz i won rush to sing the next song n we sang alot of couple songs which i dun get to when i go sing wit my jie mei~quite cheap leh each person oni 11 bucks n we sang for 3.5hrs. some more the room is so big n posh lookin^^

then we went sun tec to roam around n happened to noe a msian tour fair was gg on dere. so we decided to drop by to tk a long since we hav areadi made plans to KL ind ec after my bdae..dunno y the mascot is a monkey.. monkey= msia??
hopefully dar wil bring back a kangaroo for me when he's back=DD

Yo yo ppl!! im back..N guess mos of ya noe! exam is over for me le! haha..but kinda kong1 xu1..cuz im not even in the exam mood in the first place so when time's up for the paper i dun even haf those sigh of relief.

Oh i did a veri zek4 ark4 thing to that NTU biz marketing fac black listed guy yest nite.(tis notebook reali suits him) i deliberate sms him at 12 am b4 de exam today to ask him return me my calculator for exam tml. Haha.tis cause him to panic cuz he frantically tryin to find another spare calculator for himself. n he got the cheek to reprimand me that i told him so last min. k la..i deliberate so nvm. but i felt so shiok of makin him miserable. Plus to bring a calculator into the exam, muz haf NTU sticker. his spare one dun haf haha..so he muz haf been prayin hard he won kana caught by the invigilator tru out the exam ba. hoho.
(bot tis sweet to munch in lib den bump into Jun min n gf n he claim dat tis sweet has laxative effect..but i prove him wrong. i did not lao sai haah)
for those hu dunno recently i had been studyin wit baoli at the bishan lib, it's quite productive though there's occassional siao gina in the lib screaming n talkin loudly as it the lib is mac or kfc.

(oh tis is a korean food recipe in the lib which caught my attention wit its creative n cute cartoons teachin u de yummy korean dishes^^)

n after studyin i went straight to work and it so super convenient.

(for those hu dunno where i work ya tis is the place i work. the creative art color) see the xiao mei mei..so engrossed wit her coloring dat she dint notice dat i snap a pic of her. but when i ask her to turn ard n smile, she give a shy grin!! so cute!!

btw mer dropped by one day after his exam n i feel so glad dat dere r frens livin near my work place so i won b so bored=DD mer next time dun come empty handed hor. mind if u bring some home cooked food from yr mum? im sick of J8 food liaozzz.. =D

see all the balloons on the floor?? heard frm the lady above who's called carol, was preparin 30 balloons for her daughter's bdae party in sch. KAOZzz..last time i dun even haf those rubber type balloons for bdae party let alone tis metalic de..she reali spoils her daughter lor..some more her daughter demand dat givin balloons to her frens r not enuff..stil need give gift packs..wa lau..i reali despise tis kind of kids.spoilt brat. if not for yr mum i wld haf @#$%%^&*% u.

(watch dog for the shop haha)

Some of my zhi4 lian4 photo.

wit tis angle i look as though i got bugs bunny teeth=.='''

sitting on the toilet bowl n decide to further practise my zhi4 lian4-ness.

ppl always say i look scary when i dun smile. to admit im oso scared by tis photo. i look freaky. but well..i cant smile tru out the day rite ppl may think i ding dong kia.

Wad a tired day..

After bz preparing n sloggin for the comin sat nov 11 sentosa outdoor activity..finally it's a success..i can say,though it rained heavily half way tru our games. n even though ah mei need OT n left me n peiyi stranded wit insufficient man power. But well..it was Blessed day. if not for God's blessingn wonderful leading, i wouldnt haf thought of using de station games as indoor games cuz raining we could not b outdoor.(jus nice de games can b used for wet weather)

The score cards
Waiting for ppl at harbor front mrt stn
At The 1st stn. my group was called de "jun4 nan2 mei2 nu2 tuan2" which was come up by Ah seng the grp leader=.=''

takin a pic of myself since my grp bz wit solving clue=ppp

Oh ya tis is 'ru hua' the character needed for the skit at tis stn. haha..poor shao zhen.

on de bus to next stn.

racking their brains on how to lift up the styrofoam cup wit 2 strings held 1 m away=ppp

In the toilet takin pic durin half time~~peiyi where r u lookin at??

k jus wan to let off some steam regaring yest..though the matter was over le but wat begone is not gone. y? i was damn bu shuang wit tis ger hu was in my church fellowship group. u may say im biased against her cuz my darling once liked her. N i can tel u ppl esp guys. Mind u that gers r pretty petty creatures. y.cuz u make us so. do stuff which u tink is tryin to b nice n generous to one ger but actuali u r hurting your own gf's feeling. n u say dat its our fault that we r so petty. we r petty y? the reason oso is cuz of u guys la!

at the harbor stn:

i saw my darling handed over the sunshine bread to that ger dat i passed to him early in the morn cuz i scared he might b hungry as the game proceed. Well i asked is dere anyone haven eat breakfast n de ger exclaimed loudly she haven in a outright tone dat she shld b n wat the bloody hell it's a common sense dat u shld fill yr stomach b4 comin for the meetin cuz im not gg to bring any extra food for u guys. So i politely say loudly to her dat would she mind if she could go n buy something to eat cuz we won b havin break til lunch hr. N to my disgust, my darling handed over the bread to her. felt like givin him a dirty look but dere's jus too many ppl ard. WTH?! can she like dun b so da xiao jie?! nvr eat go buy la, n she happily accept the bread which make me more pissed n more disgusted. dun u ever have a 2nd thought dat my darling wil b stil interested in u or concern abt u so he handed u de bread. p/s anyone can see above blog is a jealous gf yellin n yaking over de actions dat her bf did to de ger he liked once. pls. any ger on earth wil b jealous n pissed. dun tel me u gers won mind at all. den i change my name to something else. kaoz. n noe wat happen next. of cuz i flared up la. to my darling alone. i dun care if he's disppointed at my jealousy n not understanding but i jus wanted to bring one point across his simple minded head. " no ger's heart is big enuff to tolerate another ger's existent." got it? got it guys??!

actuali normally i wouldnt have such a big rxn but she dig her own grave by annoying my dear peiyi hu is another gamemaster. kept sms ing n floodin her wit REMINDERS for the past few days b4 the event dat we should(as if we should entertain her nonsense request) to put her n another guy in the same grp. I dun care whether is the guy request de or she jus worried dat de guy wil b bored or she fan4 jian4(sorie for bein crude) noe de guy like her den stil wan b close wit him n reject him later(which she did for other guys hu like her b4) k shal strike off the word n change to other words like gullible n PLAIN INNOCENT. oh my..the jealousy poison is gettin all over my head. slowly turin me into a green eyed monster.

later durin de game sum ppl need leave early(as usual) so tis come to a situation dat one grp wil b lack of ppl(actuali won cuz peiyi planned the groups in such a way dat even got ppl leave de number of ppl in both grps wil remain balance but i didnt realise) den she started to b like a clever kid(like sum brilliant kid voicing out sum mistakes or errors which dey haf spotted) anyway she did dat all the time at several different occasions n im pretty sick n tired of it. i keep tellin myself dun b so bad..nice to all yr frens..dey haf bad points but they do haf good points..yaya..i oso noe..so til now den i flare up. or else i flare up 3 years ago liao. oh ya come to the best part, she started wit her same old irritating request again. oh ya forgot to say, me n peiyi got so du3 lan3 dat we deliberate seperate her from the guy. HAHAHA(lemme luff finish first..hahaha*evil laughter trailing off~~) so so, when she spotted dere wil b inbalance of number of ppl..she started sayin,' hey den put XXX over to my group la hahaha.." NOT FUNNY. AT ALL. me n peiyi was like hit the max le our tolerance level. wat we did? nah..we nvr murder her. we jus ignore her. it's enuff to kill her. oh maybe she dun even noe she's being ignored. dat's sad.

overall she's okie. actuali not okie. i find her weird sumtimes. her thinkin ..her behavior. but well..i mus learn to accept. n im doin pretty fine. she jus shuay dat we n peiyi happen to dun like gers like her those 'da xiao jie' char. one more thing. y we dun wan put dat XXX wit her as a grp. if it's sum other ah mao ah gou we dun mind but tis guy got history.

History of driving me nuts but thanks to him , indirectly my friendship wit darling become better(4 years ago)..he's one super duper ti1 gok1 peh4(fei tink u noe hu le ba) he's de one hu say i wore a black bra durin a church camp 4 years ago..u noe..de perfectionist. WTH. suckers big time. at that time i dunno how to retaliate n let him openly humiliate me. now no more. noe wat? after de game we had dinner at carls junior.happened dat we sat tog..(oh dat ger at the other table, save me frm entertainin her) n he started to speak(in english sum more) i was thinkin..oooh..so u wan to act like shang4 liu2 she4 hui4 la..aiya..i dun mind play along..so chattin half way he wanted to say 'stepping stone' but end up pronouncing 'stepping storm' HAHAHHA..in my heart was luffin like mad but i tryin to b an angel by sayin "ops, is steppin stone.. he he.." (i had goose bumps when i did dat cuz it jus too fake!) i had a good time luffing.

ya..all steam off liao.so we r not bein too judgemental by separating the 2. but we dun wan any unwanted scenarios to be seen or else me or peiyi need wash my eyes tru-out the games. k la..maybe she those kind hu are veri friendly to guys de lor. maybe she dunno de guy is a cmi guy.maybe maybe maybe. c i so good. give her soooo many maybe.

messy hair..oily face..n a toopid pose wit my new earring i bot wit baoli yest!! cant c hor nvm next time wore for u to c~~ hoho.

wah at last can blog. dunno wat's happenin to blogger. first cannot put title(a sigh of relief) now cannot load photos( k la oni happen at my house com) anyway wanna say dat todaygot kou3 fu2 cuz early in the morn the balloon seller boss treated me to a piece of cheesecake. From coffee bean sum more. Heard frm Carol de balloon seller dat her boss everyday go dere buy coffee til become regular liao so de coffee bean ppl gave him 3 pieces of free cheesecake. Though it's left over from yest but stil good man! i dun care it's left over as long it's nice n branded can liao=DD

Today was in a light hearted mood~~ til tis ger hu was in charge of the bridal roadshow came n chat wit me. de first thing she asked was, "r u a msian?" wah im impressed no one ever see me at first time wil guess im frm msia cuz im seasoned like de rest of ya le. den later i found out she oso msian. no wonder. gt the msian aura or BO?? er okie lame. but i was kinda surprised when she asked me where i studyin now i asked her guessed. noe wat she say? she say which ITE im in. =_='' was startled a bit. cuz no one ask in dat way b4. not i reali discriminate ITE i oni discriminate de institution but not the ppl so dun worry(cuz reali not much future if i study dere) k la shal stop debating abt ITE good or bad cuz im not gd at argueing later end up offending ppl. But dat's how i feel. u ppl can say uni sux haha. k la de ger was a nice ger so yue2 liang4 her.

After end work at 4pm went to meet up wit my baoli babe to study at bishan lib. omg! the lib is freaky pretty cuz it's new!! but today was damn damn tired cuz i slept at 4 yest den wake up need rush to work den now had to do the most brain cells damaging activity wit baoli. she oso noticed halfway while starin at the notes i dozed off. but i was quick to regain conscious cuz dere were these 2 guys hu were sittin near us. they were dere yest when me n baoli went dere study.im veri conscious abt image de..later spoilt my image den i no need go back dere study le
=(( u ppl shld go take a peek!!

Actuali dd ntg much but oni gg tru of lect notes in lib today. tel myself i shld go back home after studyin to review the online lect den to my horror the link was taken off long time ago.(shld i cele or curse?) maybe tis is a hint frm God dat it won come out haha so no need bother. for those takin ab311 wit me..ya im tokin abt lect 8..maybe u ppl can give a miss=xxx den wanted to view lect 9 notes to c whether got a complete version cuz dat time durin lect didn't pay attention or the lecturer himself was not payin attention to what he say so i cant catch anythg so didnt jot down points. to my horror again it is in pdf version n i did not haf pdf program!! hoo~~so it signal i shld go sleep instead of tryin to b studious haha.. c im an optimistic ger=DD

Oh ya y i slept at 4am yest. its all my fault. yea. slack slack slack den by wed need send my dear game masters our consolidated file for tis sat outdoor activity but i didnt do anythg til yest nite. started to realise dat hey Jing u shld start typing n it's areadi 1 am..den chatted wit mer n other frens along de way..msn keep blinking which distract me here n den..horrible sia..den 4am finish typin..think msn contribute to 1 hr of my time.

to sum up the blog, wanna say, ya,,studyin n workin at same time is tiring. horrible n lifeless feeling. tot it wil b fulfilling n enriching. pui~ now i wan back my slack life. haha..fan4 jian4 arr me......arrrr...........zzzz.....

Today had a boring day at work. cuz i work morn shift den not much customers cum my full time collegue came at 130pm so make me even more bored cuz areadi dere's not muchie ppl n we had to half our workload. Tried to study my AB311 notes but end up talkin n chatting wit the balloon seller instead. Christmas is comin soon..tis time im the narrator for de church skit=DD tink my color art corner wil get busier n busier ba..hopefully de crowd wil start after 17 nov. HAh.wait til my exam finish ma. cuz i wan study at my work place=xxx

Den met up wit xiang for dinner at mos n on the way bumped into lala. so qiao3!! N helped him look for the thing he wanna get for his future gf. for a moment can he pls grow up n jus say frankly to the ger dat he likes her n ask her to wait for him.(since he has plan to settle down n build foundation in work first) rather den guess n complain abt the ambiguity of their relationship. Duhs. It is jus so simple. i bet the ger is jus waiting for him to make the first move. (though he say he had been quite obvious but as a ger i dun tink it is obvious la..its jus wat he tinks) Xiang, it doesnt work to tao the ger's words. it oni work wit sincerity n directness. If she reali such a good ger y procrastinate, i bet u r actuali quite worried dat she wil kana snatch by other guys(though she rejected all suitors but dat doesnt mean she wil not bump into her mr right one day) yin1 yuen2 dun wait..dun say u r bz she is bz now..u 2 wil jus get busier. unless u two strike toto n live happily eva after w/o needing to worry abt life. jie4 kou3. or xiang u r afraid dat de r/s wil fail or it wil turn out a disappoinment? every r/s involves risk. even u dun tink dat well it's okie. so dun complain. b a mature person like wat u always wanted b. n not say nia.

oh ya u r nice as a fren la but sumtimes yr mindset n de way u say things do annoy ppl=((( oh ya n thanks mer for commenting on my blog for bein interesting. guess im those no substance de so need to compensate by puttin up nice pics ba..pathetic sia..

hui min 21st bdae~~ venue: SMU sch of info system basement club house
another pretty lady bdae~~short intro..she's my amk jie mei n we belong to the demonz land clique. haha. she's the "guan3 yin1"(in charge of baby demonz) im "bai xue jing"(snow white demonz) wa tink back reali lame. den fei is the "xiong2 jin"(bear demonz) below is a pic of 3 of us.

After so many years..jian chao can u jus relax..dun b so tense up when i took pic wit u..like i gonna rape u liddat. c i deliberate stand close close haha to irritate him. oh ya he's wearing the t-shirt dat me n fei got for his bdae^^ haha..actuali nvr notice til he told me=xx short intro of him..he's super super super nice guy!! willing to help me for my maths back in sec sch n jc times..though i can b super irritating n ben at timesT.T

A rare sight where all demonz arrived tis time!!!
woo..sexy legs~~

Jerry de no boy band pls guy haha. hey zhi xian extra la u=(

n jerry's turn to tk revenge. dionks..my poor photos..spoilt le la. oh zhi xian is our class rep last time..always kana bullied cuz he's jus too nice n alot gers' eye candy hoho. except me la cuz he too ang moh liaoz.

Cindy babe hu attended 3 parties at one go yest. from marina->kovan->hui min's party.

i couldn't stop luffin when i saw the 2 of dem. did dey deliberate wore the same shirt?? later i found out frm ziwei(on the right) bot the shirt for jun wei den just nice on dat day dey decide to look green n end up wearin de same w/o knowin til dey reached the party.=.=''' liam commented dat dey looked like the KL petronas tower.

jun xian would definitely b too shy(he's always liddat to ppl he's not close) to tk pic wit me alone so i suggest y not we 4 tk tog. n plus i dun wan take pic wit yee hoow(on the right my sec3 n 4 partner) alone cuz it wil add on to dat stupid CK's gossip abt how compatible me n him are. wat duh. i noe yeehoow wil curse n swear if he hear it or are areadi cursin when he heard it. but pls.. jus dat oni our faces are equally big dat make us compatible. CK u dun wan live any longer le izzit?

The 4/3 ppl!! happi bdae to er fei?? hey fei not yr bdae y u stand in the middle??? *stare. omg!! c de pose dat yeehoow gives!!

N not to forget demonz shot~~

Tryin to look sexy on tis sexy couch wit karene..Tryin Tryin k..haha..maybe the darkness add on the mysterious feel of the pic so maybe got a bit of the sexy element ba HAHAHA.
once again wit huimin babe~~
practising to b a tai tai for the future~~
phantom has come to town. the female version=p
welcome welcome~~

HUI HAN 21ST bdae!!

Yest had to attend 2 frens' 21st bdae party. Attended hui han's de first cuz me n poni met yest to buy her 2nd part of her pressie so of cuz muz go hers de ma.. hers was held at dat cannot make it guy condo's clubhouse.

Tryin to tk pic wit the balloon but end up like takin 'da tou tie'

The balloon idea was came up by me!! initially wanna get precious moment pic for her but dun haf=(( ..rmb de cutie balloon pics dat i show in my blog? ya i bot frm my work place dere. if u looked carefully at de balloon u can c hui han's name on it. it's a personalised balloon where u can stick alphabets on it!! de seller knew me so gave me 90 cents discount zzz..better den ntg. n de pics r actuali princess char on it. jus nice got 3 princesses which fit me jean n poni's names on it haha..den poni asked, wat abt that cmi guy? i say let him b de string of the balloon since he shared the present haha! yaya im mean=p

i look like 'sha mei' wit my loofy grin..n i looked hideous beside such a pretty ger like her T.T

i wan to complain abt tis photo! actuali wanna tk a pic of we 3 gers den hui han is super pan dang on 3 frens takin photos so she dun wan. end up had to dragged tis poor innocent guy whom i dun even noe him at all to make the number to 4. sadz..but poor him la a bit no link in tis photo ahha.

c tis? another idea of mine~~ since hui han is so fanatic over precious moment stuff..how could i not pamper her wit it? so i decided rather den spendin moeny on cards y not we design one. So end up me n poni did tis color art at my work place yest. my boss was like wah u 'she bu de here issit?" hee..n hui han commented dat it's veri nice =DD n yest was reali blessed man! jus nice my boss was leavin to IMM n askin whether im on the way not. i was so happie to hear dat cuz i gg bukit batok of cuz on the way la..haha earned a free trip yest^^

Actuali saw quite a number of familiar faces dere but they r like too self absorbed in their own cliques so shal not act friendly or like a clown by interrupting them. Saw Li ling (mer, yr AJ fren haha)..SAJC ppl n a shuai4 ge haha..muz b hui han's cousin=xx n a couple of pretty gers.

So paiseh hui han i had to leave early but nevertheless i knew u muz had enjoyed yr party alot rite?? hees.. n de present dat we got for u..part 1 was bot from Thai=D eh i carried all the way frm thai back to spore so beta appreciate it hor.