After readin my fren's post, guess i reali upset her wit my reaction ba. But wat i can say is, as a good fren, i do not want to fake my feeling n pretend dat im oki or not angry when im actuali am. At that point of time, the emotion jus get the better of me i oso cant help it myself. Though i keep tellin myself u r a great fren but the disappoinment at that time was jus too great, with other ppl unable to turn up. so it kinda of too much for me. which explained my sucky mood. imagine u invite like 30 ppl(example), den as time nears, one by one send u replies dat they cant attend for some reasons, n the amt of rejection were so much dat me myself cant handle it. all i can is, "it's okie.." wat can i say rite? cant force dem to come. anyway the bdae is served as a gathering. u come u can meet up wit the rest if u dun, u jus miss out the fun dat's all. so dun feel apologetic for not able to come. if not for the $$, i wouldnt haf worry so much how many ppl can turn up le. cuz booking of ktv room requires money, booking of the mnd cafe needs to be advanced, so tis add up to my stress level. the moment there's changes or ALOT of changes i wil hav headache....

But conclusion is, i stil enjoy my 3 bdae celebration. Each is sweet n memorable in its own way. Thanks peeps! n thanks for the pressie=)

n one thing. im not gg to organise bdae cele again next year le. TOLONG sia..