was moody since yest til jus now..couple of stuff which irritates me n piss me off..other den dat im okie la especially after watchin my current fav er4 zhuo4 ju4 zhi1 wen3 on youtube~~ im hooked on youtube le~~

firstly i kinda pissed n sian of organising my bdae celebration..i feel dat if i dun initiate a gathering, nobody wil care or bother.. k la other den my veri good frens de rest i cant ask much cuz dey haf their own circle of close frens to b concern wit. but wat reali make me sian 1/2 is sum areadi agree but last min say cant. wat can i say, of cuz bo bian la..force dem to come meh..i not those kind hu those thick skin use bdae as a threat..my reason is to gather frens by usin bdae as an excuse nia..so if u cant come no need feel bad or apologetic ma..n i noe normally callin ppl to an event the turn out rate got 50% muz thank God le..so im reali thankful mos ppl can come^^

den wat thing irritates me was initially plan a gatherin wit sum frens on thurs den realise i work full shift..den i change it wed but resulted in mos ppl cant attend. den i decide to pluck up my courage by askin my boss(who firmly says no more changin of shift for tis month..zzz) if i can put my full shift on wed so i can haf my original date for cele..den now..like make it worse..u tink i change here n dere i enjoy doin it meh..i learn one thing. next year bdae shld jus rot n c wat plans my frens haf for me..if not den nvm lor..like wat sum of my frens say it's no longer 21st bdae le y cele..i shuang cannot issit. duhs.

well..den to my most headache n irritating thing is..tis sat dat Mr X my dear fyp mate request to meet me earlier to 'preach' me christianity when we both r christian..wat puzzled me was he meet em earlier he not scared i tell my another fyp mate this side meeting meh..i hope i survive tis sat after de meeting wit him..eirks..God i need strength n wisdom to deal wit a kid like him.