sorie peeps for mia since i return frm HK. these 2 daes i hav been under immense stress frm prac for the performance todae at Nan Hua Sec Sch. It is a part of effort to promote The Ark n to encourage student to love chinese. Sometimes i reali wan to give up on singing cuz i realise my voice jus won carry me far. I try so many songs but no songs is suitable for me to sing on stage. i prac meng li hua..end up i freak out n decide not to sing cuz of the high note cum de lvl of difficulty. so sang nuan nuan but my high notes r so weak dat i feel like killin myself. my most confident wo huai nian de oso forgot so many lyrics that i feel like digging a hole n hide myself. haiz.. y????? i jus sux ma..or blame it on de stress dat 900 pair of eyes are starin at me? or blame it on inexperience on live performance? guess it doesnt matter ba. wat i need is to improve on my singing n stop bein a KTV queen. n start to face the stage. wit real talent n confidence. thanks fei, yan n liam for comin down=)) it reali helps..though i feel like cryin in de middle of singing le. luckily fen u all didnt come down. cuz my performance is stil not worth for u all to come n see ba.

frens. live n ktv r reali reali different.