I cannot stand it anymore. Is God testing my patience? Sending me that kind of people n wants me to resist the urge to scold that person?? i already told myself as long i dun hear directly from that person talking bad abt me, i will let the matter go. But seems like she's enjoying affecting n destroying ppl.
I am so lazy to repeat my story again. Cuz i dun think there is a need. i felt so tired n sian diao y this haven end?
My colleague can still doubt me. i am so disappointed n hurt. i thought they knew me better. Apparently they are not. They don't bother to listen to my side of story n say wat's over is over, but they listened to that horrible person story, n made judgement/assumption on me. Hello, this is so unfair! N seriously i reali dun wan to thrash it out. make me so geh gao3. im not in the wrong y shud i.
Maybe i shud confront that horrible person like fei says, " if u have any unhappiness abt me, or i do anything wrong, just say face to face, dun bad mouth behind me."
我相信邪不能胜正。 it is so hard to be Jesus. To reach out the unlovely n forgive the enemies.
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