I need someone to keep telling me n keeping me sane.

I'm gg insane soon!! That was how i feel for the past few days. Thanks to liam's dad. He made me hate him once more. De way he owe ppl's money due to drinking or watever usage. U know it is dat frustrating when u tell him to NOT drink cuz he's having body checkup this sat n he STILL drinks. wanna punch him in the face.

Last few days were totally 'bue song' i must say. so i shut my door n tell myself i need to isolate from him if not i dunno wat will become of me. i dun even bother to grumble(oni a small grumble to fei dat's all). just very very pek chek. den tell myself. i may need to go for family alcoholic counselling soon. ZzzZZ. to stay sane when u have a family member who abuses alcohol.

today he came n try negotiate with me once again not to go body checkup. this time i totally lose my temper le. the 1st time he tried, i talked nicely to him. the 2nd time he did it i explained firmly why he needs go body checkup. the 3rd time, i reali lose it. my patience is wearing thin already. so i scold him LOUD LOUD, talk to him like i gg to bash him up (k la not so kua zhang) but u won't expect to see a daughter in law doing to a normal father in law (who is a mcp) and he would haf slap u for being 'no big no small'.

scold liao, talk loud loud liao. if elt so much better. let out allllll my feelings. i DUN CARE. if need a chain i will make sure he turns up for body checkup.

k la..some pics that amuses me before he irritates me. luckily. if not i think my mood reali wil b NO GOOD.



the right one reminds me of pipi, when she's wet from shower. hahah. look so sheepish.