Now my blog is becoming more like a channel for me to vent my frustration and endless ranting..who else can it be. Now my world revolves around liam's parents. Wonderful. N it is not for happy things.
Over these 2 months, i mastered the art of not panic for the slightest matter liam's mum told me. I used to react instantly to shocking news. Now, i am immuned. dunno i shud b happy, or sad.
Dad's constant tantrums on not wanting to go for checkup, is getting on my nerves. Really. Sometime i wish, i have no temper. Now he's throwing tantrums not wanting to go for the report review. I decide to ignore him, since there are still 2 weeks to go.
Then now, mum say they want to rent william's sis room out. I was utterly shocked. I tot it was areadi arranged. Heard from mum, she say still discussing. I was quite disturbed by the news. Sorie to say, if there are guys/other races(u can call me discriminating races but at least i not hypocrite, cuz i never stay with other race before) coming to stay, i will move back to my own house to stay. I have bad experiences of staying with strangers/my mum's past bf..reali reali bad experience. Keeping fingers crossed that eventually their parents won't think of renting room out. haiz. can i can i can i ignore this headache. debt n drinking issues are enough for me for the time being. i don't want to deal with new tenants. I DUN WANT.
Lastly, i reali want to start focusing on my main project - Wedding. I'm trying not to think that w/o liam ard, i'm handicapped. i can tell qilei n kevin are trying their best to support me by all ways and im reali grateful. Lei lei, me n ivan miss u~~
n i went swimming today with celia, who was veri helpful n patient. haha..n im tanned now. eirks. I DUN WAN. but i am happy that i learnt to swim further distance, now. =)
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