No one is here by chance. 只是 ‘生离’ 而不是 ‘死别’。。。

Many of my frens, who are worried and concern about my emotion status, pls do not be worried, i am fine. =)

Now 2.59am, i am not sleeping. rather i am enjoying uploading ah ma photos on facebook and share with my cousins who miss her alot. These few days have been hectic and i dun realli have time alone, to ponder about these 2 sudden lost.

7th Jul 2009 - Liam departs to Cambodia for mission trip
14th Jul 2009 - Back for 1 week and found out his dad in serious credit card debt
21st Jul 2009 - I assured Liam to carry on with his work oversea while i stay with his parents and monitor them
21st Jul - 9th Feb 2010 - Love hate r/s with his dad n mum. Dad always made himself very drunk every single day or incur more debt by borrowing from frens
9th feb - 3rd mar - Liam flew back 1 month, i am Busy with wedding prep, don't reali have time to accompany 2 old folks
3rd mar - 29th mar - ups and downs with liam's parents, on 29th mar, found out liam's dad spent all his salary b4 i can withdraw for repayment of credit card debt. shouted n screamed at him
30th mar -12apr - cold war with liam's dad
Mid may - quarrel with liam and made me realise i need to let go of my worry about $$ issue n lean on God for guidance n strength.
End may - spent a beautiful day with liam's parents
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Mid June - God calls liam's dad home


Liam's cousin told me about how liam's parents grumble behind me n liam last time that we are not filial and i am bad influence to liam cuz liam listen to watever i say and nvr talk to them. i felt bad n teared inside my heart but I am not ashamed to admit. Yes. that was what it happen 6 years ago when me n liam were together. we were nvr good testimony to his parents. God is really amazed. i have been praying for liam and his parents to b able to communicate all along, to show God's love with them instead of preaching to them. 生命影响生命 。 God has been gracious to me, giving me chance to make up to liam's dad before he was called home by God during this whole 1 yr.

So instead of letting thing/miracle happen in a blink of eye/instant which alot non believers always want to see, God sent Liam to Cambodia to serve in His ministry so i will be facing his parents directly.

This one year, Liam has been calling his dad almost everyday to chit chat, send dad to work when he back in Feb 10. All this quality time is non existence for past 6 years.

1 week before dad's departure, liam's sis took 1 week leave to rest and accompany dad n mum. liam's dad got to enjoy sis's company, grandson and son in law love. alot ppl say it's 'heng ah',还好 or 好采 liam sis do dat。 Nothing happen by 'chance' or 'pure luck'. Do u wish to live a life which such uncertain gamble? I am glad, when liam's dad departs, i am able to shower him with love from daughter in law EVEN THOUGH i am not legally married to liam yet.


i am not preaching n i do not wish to force any idea upon u. i am not a christian in name only. i wan to be a believer of Christ. i dun earn points in order to go heaven or look good in front of God. There's not point doing all these sharing n testimony if it is not real and good.

I still missed dad, he told me i am like his own daughter le and i am touched to hear dat. i only start to love him and he already departs. but,I am happy for him, cuz he will be with God and no more $$ prob, family worries or alcoholic addiction. so dad was called home after 30yrs of alcoholism and done serving on earth. 因为神知道，人不可以自救。If doing good deeds can make up for it. How many good deeds? benchmark?