There is always this burden when I go home, which is time allocation for each and everyone of my dearest. Sometime I will spend more time with my cousin, some with my aunt and seldom with my mum because she is always engrossed in her HK drama.
Time after time I start to feel a bit disheartened to communicate with my mum because she will ask me don't disturb her and leave her alone. This time round, I prayed, asking God to open a way for me to start a conversation with her. After the prayer, i walked into the room, and as usual lie on her bed and company her while she fold the paper money to be burnt for CNY and watching drama at the same time. I was about to give up after 5mins when she started chatting with me like a friend. Sharing with me her pek chekness at work, funny and challenging stuff she encountered. At that time, her dvd player was having some prob playing her fav show and I was like, "THANK YOU LORD!!!" I knew it in my heart. God answered my prayer immediately and literally.
Although most of the time she was the one sharing her story but i really enjoyed the time with her. it was straight 2 hrs chat and I was still amazed and in awe with God's immediate answering of my prayer. Indeed, I had a fruitful time spent with my mum...=)
Somehow, God is telling me don't give up. This is a life long marathon...
And yup we 4 ladies did lao yu sheng together. it was pretty d.i.y. My mum bought it from her friend in Msia and I tell you, it was enough to feed 10 ppl. Look at that! Anyway it was totally yummy because it was a modified version (no raw fish, mostly crunchy colorful biscuits) And I feel loved every time she buys food for me because I know it's her way of showing me she loves me =D
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