I do admit i felt bitter. when i learnt the truth. The truth that you are actually tolerating me all the way, the way ppl are saying seem that u are suffering, becuz of me. But the thing is, aren't I tolerating u too?

1) The way you nag about something which you firmly believe, which I always get agitated if u repeat more than 3 times.
I'm already trying my best not to yell at you when you keep saying punggol is a good location. who the hell dunno??! u tink i stupid issit. 10 years down the road everyone oso noe it WILL be a good location. It's oni when the more u want to sell the idea to me, the more resentment i will get towards your idea.

2) You can b worse than a woman when comes to shopping becuz u are so indecisive and fickle minded that watever comment or suggestion i have ultimately will become useless.
Frankly speaking, usually I'm a veri impatient, short tempered and stubborn ger. But i was surprised with myself tat i did not blow my top on you when you were such a irritating brat when comes to choosing a watch for yourself. N watever i say, u will not b convinced. oni to those ideas that suits your thinking, then you will say " see, i got listen to you and receptive to your idea one.." sometimes i rather be dumb n bimbo.

3)You are MCP, when it comes to big matters such as selection of the location of house, the interior. you want the things the way it is.
After a big quarrel, i decide to let go n dun pursue the matter. but when comes to think of it, my blood still boils. y everything muz according to u??? this is compromising not surrendering ok?? Interior i will oni agree to u on the practicality of the design but not the type of design. Especially the ones u chosen.

4)You don't want a banquet for wedding, and areadi decided where to go for honeymoon.
Fine. i dun mind no banquet. but there's still room for discussion ma. ppl do change..n now i feel like having a small banquet u start giving all the negatives..like later no money to go honeymoon la n we have to lead a hard life la if spend too much on unnecessary things like banquet. gers are unrealistic, can dun make us sound like we are veri materalistic can?

5) U prefer your gf not to be too dressy and have dramatic makeup.
U just gimme money n i go do the freaky double eyelid job and from that day onwards i need not any makeup n i will still look NATURAL and BEAUTIFUL. face the fact. im not those chio bu who require min or zero makeup yet look like a fairy or angel. Im a pathetic average looking woman who need artificial beauty to boost confidence. Got me?

6) Y cant i keep my hair long?
In the first place, i did b4. for u remember. now im telling you im sick of this image it's totally not me n i wan my own identity. I can look like a typical OL if i change company lor. the moment i think of myself in the long hair. i feel sick. it's like pretending to b someone who u are not. N in the first place did i comment on how lousy your dressing is. all along i veri liberal..u wan comfy clothings i let u be..but y are u interfering with my dressing..isn't this gg overboard? if u can say i too dressy u cannot match me den i can say u are making my life difficult for being so sloppy.

7) Y cant i b like the ger u used to noe, independant and strong?
Guess i too sticky to you le. see u everyday..stay at your house almost everyday, and whenever u request, i will go. This time, no more. U stay yours i stay mine. den from dat onwards, let me build back that kind of independant mei jing u used to noe, i can de cuz u not ard le ma..no prob de.

8) Y cant i be gentle and understanding, instead b so stubborn and not understanding most of the time?
In the first place, im not the soft spoken type..u areadi noe. that explains all.

I do admit that youa re one of the nicest bf anyone could get, you are veri tolerant towards nasty ppl like me, n caring too. But this makes me even a lousier person. so i guess...


I declare presonal time from now onwards. If nothing important or necessary, let's not meet.