Dunno issit becuz of menses but my mood recently have been on the down side..although for certain things it may not be impt, serious or worth my attention or energy to brood over it, but i choose to torture myself by being affected by it..it's reali hard for me to not to think so much, but there is just so much voices in my head all day long, givin me so much negative thoughts dat may make me angry or pissed with de person who may mean ntg. cuz i tink too much or didnt tink in the person's shoe. God's words is reali true, bitterness can cause misery and i mean great misery to a person. sometimes i jus wish God will take away my more emotional side n instead make me a more steadfast n cool-headed person. i feel dat i tend to wan to care for ppl's feeling thus keep tryin to be the goodie but end up feel like a hypocrite. i reali dun wan dat. i dun wan to b a wu2 li3 qu3 nao4 person but i always am when im with my close frens n liam. to them i need not hold back n jus b myself..but ended up i potray myself as unreasonable or take things too seriously. or even gek gao. i realised im able to take critism more calmly now. but im a human too, i reali hope i hav more time to become a better person, in God's eyes n in other ppl ard me...