Friday, April 13, 2007

Weet~~!! i was so happie when i saw my GMS proj grade today!! we got an A+..n it means all our hard work haven gone to waste!! n tis mean i have a higher chance to pass GMS le!! dun say im pessimistic..but tis time round de paper not gonna b ez. it's a terrible feeling, when u noe u cant perform well yet u still need to study real hard for it. Well..it's life..tru out my uni life..i got a couples of As but all these belong to de useless category which is ges..not gonna help for my honors. N i got a couples of Cs in de 1st year. damn. shld haf been more hardworking..regret so much now..kinda stressed. dunno wat wil my fyp grade b. heard dat even if ppl got alot Cs in 1st year..wit a A for fyp stil b able to jump one grade overall. I reali hope i can get an A. Cuz for fyp i muz say i put in so much time n effort, if my tutor stil dun sees it..i will feel reali demoralised.

Jus like last sem. Got A for de coursework for strategic management but overall grade is a B+. All my proj grp mates got an A lor. Im de oni one wit a B. who won b demoralised? hai. But tis tells how 'good' i am. I was oni riding on their competencies to get good grade. throw me de proj to do it myself i sure die or fail terribly. It's been a God blessing journey tru out de 3 years dat i got competent grp mates..all wit their expertise in something. I realised i have reali ntg much to offer. Other den my ideas. N i feel dat my ideas may not worth anythg or play an impt role at all.

Tis time round im reali scared de same thing will happen. everyone got good grade for GMS n im de oni one getting a grade lower n which is highly possible. Im reali lucky not to choose engin. i wil not survive at all.

N veri sian when ppl keep askin how's revision..it's reali annoying n i have no choice but be 'zhuai3' to say i dun see de point to revise early..come on la..different ppl different pace ma..so take it ez la..dun b so shocked when sum one told u dey haven study. scarly dey score better den u. hurhur..another harsh fact of life. Juz tel yourself do de necessary n de rest leave to God.

After so much stress releasing frm my verbal diarhoea, shal show u how my FYP tutor look like..oh b4 dat another stressed issue. im reali apprehensive on scoring an A for my fyp tutor course. Seriously. it doesn't mean im his student for fyp means i have to do well. wah sian. but deep inside i oso wan to score well. to prove to myself n to show de rest all along i didn't learn de wrong things. HAH.

My handsome fyp tutor(he's areadi in fifties le lor stil so shuai4!!) n all de pretty babes!!

Den after revision class todae..went for lunch wit my wonderful grp mates..it was kinda weird when all agreed happily to make it for today's lunch ended up oni 5 out of 7 turn up. 1 ger didnt even come for lesson todae..den 1 give me de puzzled face look..got meh?? maybe dey too bz le ba..nevertheless had a class photo wit Ian..which means dat ass oso inside de photo. I SHAL CROP HIM OUT when i got de pic frm regina babe.

Oh ya i went to HSS lib today..kinda cool cuz not packed or crowded wit kiasu ppl studyin frantically for exams!! took a pic dere cuz it may b my 1st n last time dere!!


At fei cui xiao la mian in JP(the pic kinda low quality..)

Stan was kana bullied by me to stuffed de last dumpling down cuz none of de gers r willing to risk their weight ahha..poor him..always so nice n gentle..sorie den i wil bully le ahhaha.
Yiling babe!!

Den went to cityhall to study wit yiling and rumin while waiting fro dar to end work..we went to de inside of esplanade t watch those open performance. tis time is grp of nanyang pri sch kids performing wit violins. dey r so cute k? exp when de cello is so much bigger den dem..haha n liam noticed in between de performance this little guy keep winkin one of his eyes.. at first i tot his eye is liddat cuz some due to genes..den liam says maybe his eyes itchy..so we waited for de performance to end at half time den liam was rite!! de boy quickly rub his poor eye n had to get ready for de next performance le!! ahha..den he kept twitching his eye..poor him man..big challenge lor..to concentrate n not distracted by his itchy eye=xx We went marina square after dat to relax...saw tis cute painting on wall...

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