Wednesday, March 07, 2007

a post delegated to myself

Today is my happiest day of 2007. A year where exciting things happen. First is fyp. Now is havin my long life dream realized. Jing!! U finally got to perform on stage n get to expose to how's performing wit a band is like!!!

All along I'm a CD ger. those who can follow cd n sang quite well de(at least to me) but i realised i tend to off key everytime i had live performance in church..tis is when the real test comes in..catching of the right notes..cannot go flat on yr tone..muz enter at the correct point..dun rush in the finishing the whole song n bla blah...omg...it's reali alot to take care...n im been searching for ppl to prac wit..at least wit keyboard n not followin de cds..becuz wit keyboard it can accommodate for my own tone n not forcing me to follow de singer's..good. n bad..cuz sumtimes it's weird to sing at own tone(though more comfortable wont off key) but the feelin not dere..too used to following the singer's style le....

thus..recently i had been tryin to approach songs using my own vocal style instead of modifyin to suit the singer's..singin how de original singer sound will lose my originality n at the same time not challenging too..n i can nvr improve..i wil always b in ppl's shadow..

but the process is rough. had a hard time seaching for my own style n tend to want to go back to original singer's style..nevertheless I reali Thank God for giving me this i cant deserve more chance to perform at a music cafe..use their compound for free n at the same time get to expose to live performance. Tis is wat i had wanted all along..i dun wan b a super star..i jus wan b a performer..i want sing to ppl..n hope my songs wil touch them..even though my audience crowd can b damn small..

Gers..my tou2 hao4 fanzz..reali love ya for yr support i reali didn't expect it.. it's too overwhelming...i guess words r not enuff to describe how im feelin now..u noe me de la..n my sinzz n feizz..noe u gers bz wit proj but stil come down..it's been such a long n painful journey b4 i become wat i am today n gers all along had been with me no matter rain or shine..though not some one famous but in your eyes i'm some one wit value=))) k la..next time my concert u all can sit first row for free=xxx

a day when someone called jing is basking in her own satisfaction=DD

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