I need to break my silence.

Guess i cant keep quiet n ignore the issue anymore. I need to speak b4 any further quarrels n arguements ensue. Sum more im involved. N wat makes me pissed is tis involves my hao jie mei.

First, i REALI dislike ppl callin me JingJing cuz it doesnt suits me, let alone the gross part. BUT i nvr explicitly say it or warn anybody not to call me dat cuz I think too much for other ppl's feeling le. Scared it's b harsh. So i try to b subtle, 'eh, can stop calling me jing jing or not..call me jing or ah jing." it didnt work. So y bother to repeat myself? Mouth is yours, u wan conti wit it i oso cannot stop it. Sum more i did not wan to jeopardise our friendship or make u think bad of me. Y tis ger so weird de, make a big fuss over this kind of thing. My char is liddat, when i cant stand sumthing n cant voice out openly, i complain n grumble to my jie mei, and they voice out on behalf of me, knowing dat i dun wan b the bad guy. Huh. Even after all this hoo hah i stil choose to ignore hopin dat everythg wil b okie. But it reali upset me when i read Baoli' blog today. Guess im too selfish, now seems dat my jie mei r nothing better to do bunch of gers doin crap stuff. Sin, u sound harsh n u admit. But Baoli, i reali feel sorie dat u r involved n all the upsetness caused to u n u sound the most harmless of all. N u stil kana arrowed.

To sum ppl hu dunno wat's reali gg on or think dat it's just jing jing's incident, it's not as simple as u all think. Wat i can say is, Sin is not those kind of nothing better to do people to make sacarstic comment on sum one she dunno. She does noe u. my friends r her friends too. Shocked? That alot of things she noes. CUZ I TEL N COMPLAIN TO HER. Call me da zhui ba or big mouth like wat u did for the last incident. I dun care le. Im not as angelic as u think. Im backstabbers, gossipers, low class ppl like alot of GERS ard. So now u noe, ni kan cuo de ren bu shi Baoli,er shi wo.

Now i realise y i hate debate club so much cuz im bad at rebutting ppl. I find it so tiring to type tis kind of blog .. Not enjoyable at all. But i think after i post tis, things wil nvr b the same again. sumtimes i guess it's better to remain like how we noe one another initially, thou wat we tok r veri surface, at least there's no hard feeling cuz we dun noe each other's bad points.

N after tis blog, im not gg to blog anythg regardin to tis matter le. I had enuff.